Restless

Monday Night/Tuesday Morning.

Got back from blitz. I didn't play! Just went to yumcha with those e.s.p peeps. Ric was playing there. so ya.

1:40am - Got home. Went ta change and a quick shower.

1:45am - Crashed on my bed. And tried ta sleep.

1:50am - Still not asleep yet. Heard something coming up. *cling* *clang* *cling* *clang*

1:53am - It was Chelsie still clanging outside my door. Kelly was like. Che. It's Chelsie la. Let her in.
I just ignored my sis. Too lazy to bother.

1:55am - Amelyn came in. Switched the light on and went in ta the toilet.

2:00am - Got out of the toilet. I'm still rolling around. Trying ta sleep. Light still on. Too tired to switched it off. Amelyn got out of the room. And DID NOT FREAKING OFF THE LIGHT!

2:10am - She came back in. Walked around. Don't know doing what. Went out again. *mahai*

2:25am - At last. She switched the freaking lights off. Can sleep. But still rolling around. Aish.

2:27am - My phone rang!!! !#$@#%!#%@#$%@# Who the heck messaging me now@@!!@!@! It was Esther! -.- She asked me what time my exam and asked for lunch.

2:40am - Still messaging Esther.

2:45am - Still can't sleep

3:00am till don't know what time. I guess I finally slept. But didn't feel like it.

4:00am - FREAKING ALARM!!!! Wah. Gotta wake up de. Went back to sleep again. Set it to 15 minutes later.

4:14am - "Che. Wake up!" IT'S NOT 4:15 YET!!!!!!!!!

4:15am - Showered. Ate. Study.

7:00am - Left house to College.

8-9:30am - Total blanked out.

9:35am - Went ta Nubody. Get my cheque. Ate there.

10:55am - Got home. Took book to return to Mei's uni library. Bank In cheque

11:30am - Was supposed to go look for Wai Ming. To borrow book. Too tired. Cancel lunch with Esther.

12:30pm - Nice sleep

Well. I don't have to freaking write the whole day. I slept till 7pm. Had dinner and then went out to yum cha. Now. I'm super bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for Friday! Then I'll be so free...ya.

Then Holiday! Woohoo!!!

Kimmy Improved

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Rihanna-Umbrella cover by them.

Not bad. Lolx

Back~

I finish my assignment de!!! Whoopeedoo~ Obviously, I could have done better if I did it earlier. As usual. Well. Hope I don't fuck it up. Now. Gotta study. Argh. Freaking lazy like shit.
Am at yee hui's house now. Staying over.

So damn the tired. And I want to go out! But Wai Wai don't want to go out. So sad. Nvm. I try to pull her out invisibly. Whahaha. Ok. I guess I shall go to bed.

Oh. I just realized I haven't blog for almost 8 days. Hey! I was busy k. With assignments, studying, working and erm...clubbing..hehe. Ya. I know I said I'm not gonna club till after exams. But. Oh well. I just need to go wild! Muahahaha. Ok. I think I'm tired. Talking nonsense de.

Night night.

Stop intruding!

Hey everyone. You know what. I found out something about my brother. Which in a way I know it'll happen one day. But then. Still. *sigh* I can't say much. But oh well. It's my brother's life. But as long as it isn't something else. Or I WILL kill him. >.<

You know what. I've been feeling pretty weepy the past few days/weeks. I don't get weepy over my petty everyday stuff. But over freaking tv shows, movies, anime, manga! *ok, I know. I'm supposed to be doing my assignments and studying. But I've been freaking stressed over TWO jobs, assignments and needing to study, and so, this is my way of de-stressing me!*
I'm like crying over so many things. Ok. I don't go *sob* *sob* but I go *sniff* *sniff*. No good. That explains my sort of flu these days. I mean. I do tear when I watch movies and stuff. But this is freaking almost every single time I watch/read something! -.-

Moving on . . .

I want to move on! But can't. And it's freaking bugging the shit outta me! *which would be really helpful ta me now* >.<
I'm trying hard. But I can't! I mean. I tried a long time ago. Ok. Which was last year. But it didn't work. It's like totally plastered in my freaking mind. And it's seriously bugging the SHIT out of me. >.<

Omg. I wrote something here. But it has been magically erased. I have no freaking idea how it happened. Like magic? Bla bla bla. -.-

There's another thing I've been feeling these days. I've been feeling super bitchy. -.- *I can just imagine you guys smirking* I've just been feeling PARTICULARLY bitchy. Maybe cause of something. Don't know.

Ok. Ok. I'm gonna bore you to death with this post. I just need to rant a bit. ok?

Oh. That day, I was shouting at Amelyn the whole way when we were fetching Raymond. Then of course, we started fighting. But at every little thing I got so piss'd for no damn reason. I was wondering too. What is it I'm so piss'd off for? Well. The answer was. It was "that time of the month" thingy. I got it the very next day!
It's true. That when I'm in a really bad mood. It comes.
And I totally bite during those times. *RAWR*

I feel panda eyes coming along. Off ta assignment. And ta sleep right after that. If I don't get all weepy first.

Ta~

Bah@

My mum is freaking pissing me off. And I'm pissing her off by farting in her face. For pissing me off! Haha. Ok. I know. Gross right. Ya. That's me~

And still. She making even more noise. Let me try to fart more. Haha. You know what. I'm going to bed.

Sheesh. Fucking pissing me off. Of to my bed where I won't listen to the shitza. Lala~

Nothing Else ta do

This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...NO CHEATING!
1.Zhang
2.Ric
3.YeeHui
4. Liz
5.Esther

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. how do you meet number 1?
it's either when he's back. or i have to hop on the airplane to see him. ya.

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1?
. . . . i have no freaking idea?

3. how long have you known 4?
Since form 1

4. How do you know number 3?
through mei. but it's a nicer question on how she knew mei. ah. Hahahahahaha

5.wheres 5?
Home. But i think she rather be at uk

6. A fact about number 1?
Freaking lame ass

7. Who is 4 going out with?
I think he's name is Jason? lolx

8. What does 1 do for a living?
reading manga. watch anime. play ps2. oh. and making lame jokes.

9. Would you live with number 3?
I guess? I would if she goes ade with me~!!!!!! hahaha

10. What do you like about number 2?
Nothing? Lolx

11. Do you miss number 5?
No. I just saw her. hehe

12. Would you make out with number 4?
Done that.

13.What’s your opinion of number 2?
A freaking computer geek

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5?
Er. Can't remember

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Nothing. But the thing is. They already broke up. But number 2 is living in denial.

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Yes. Since std 6?

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Bwahahahahahahaha. Does it consider when it was Ling's house? I mean. That was sorta your house a long time ago too.

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Almost everyday.

19. Who have you known the longest?
Esther~

21. How often do you talk to 1?
If I'm freaking rich then as often as I can. But since I'm not. Once or twice a week?

22. What about 2?
Oh. When he's like free. Ah. Now I know why I want to kill him

23. Have you ever thought 3 more then a friend?
Whahahahahahahahahahahha. NOOO!

24. Would you go out for a date with 5?
Why not!

25. Do you dream about 2?
Fuck No!

26. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
By forcing me to make out with her. Lolx.

27. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
I don't know. Ask him? Maybe I'll ask.

28. What's 3 hobby?
It has something to do with a mouse and American Pie.

Panda eyes

Omg. I have to start working for Vintry now. Cause Becky gonna have her baby soon. So there's not enough people to work. So have to help out. I'm so gonna die! Sigh.

Nowadays I'm feeling too lazy to blog. Tired. And also. I don't know. It'll just be more emo posts. I'm feeling emo everyday. I have no freaking idea.
Oh wait.
I think I know why. You know. I know. Aish. Lolx. I think I need sleep. Get up and try to do assignment. Yes. "Try" to do la k.
What did I say just now at kopitiam? hrmmm.

Oh yesh! I'm not going clubbing de! Until my finals over. And I said something else. Oh wait. I didn't. Never mind.
I can't wait for this semester over! Then Bangkok~ Shopping~
Oh. I gave Yee Hui to keep my atm card. If I keep it with me any longer. I won't have anything left for Bangkok trip.

Faster semester. Go~ Go~ Away~ Then holidays!!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo~

All that dota. All that anime. All that manga. Can't wait! Oh yes. My long forgotten PS2~ FF12. Must finish it! Lalalalala~ And also gameboy. Harvest Moon~ Oh. Maybe I borrow Yee Hui's Nintendo Ds and play Harvest Moon too! And also. Omg. So many things I wanna do. Can't wait~ Can't wait!!!!

Ok. Can't think about all that now. Have to do assignment first. Have to study. Yes. Then only can think of all that. Ya. Ya. Ok.

Sleep!!!

Numb

I don't know what to feel de. How I should be feeling. I guess I just don't feel anything now. Which is also feeling right? Hehe.
I just feel numb.

I feel so darn stressed too. I've never really felt this way. I mean. Maybe I did. But I guess that was super long ago. Damn studies. Argh!

Numb. That's how I feel now.

Boa - Meri Kuri

The day I met you, I knew you were the one,
It was on that day so much happiness came to me,
We acted the same as the couples around
And we locked our arms and walked down the path ahead

Together we are under the same blue heavens
Having the same heart and oh the same feelings
It shows that as we are together out hearts are as one

Always, Forever I need you
And the love that I want to have is the love that we share
Lost are the painful and sorrowful wounds
Just because you are near to me, and just that sets me free

Lonely despair and the hardships ahead
The cold winter wind had become the warm, warm spring
The very first snow left me feeling alone
But I didn't cry, I just kept on smiling true

The love that I feared more than anything near me
The CD that keeps playing on and on for me
Was simply a letter of love from your heart to my own

Always, forever this love has escaped from me
And I thought of this day and night, of the love I once knew
Always, Forever I wanted to say
"You were always the one for me, and for that I thank you"

The road where the white and pure snow keeps on falling
That's where you made your sweet promises to me
You told me our love should be whiter than snow and that would help get us through

Always, I knew that I was missing something
But your love is still filling up the - empty, cold spots
Snowflakes the gift that the heavens are dropping
And it's you, you're the one for me, and you are all that I need
The soft, white snows falling now
I wish on our pure kiss

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Super emo song. *sniff* *sniff* Lee Tung. Why! Why must you let me listen to this!!!!! Babiness.

Don't think I can sleep tonight then. Waaaaaaaaaah~