Hate.

If you are not going to do with what I have requested you to do. You just wait. You don't know how I angry I am with you with what you just did. I am anrgier than you are to me.
I know I am wrong with what I did. But you needn't do what you did. If you are not going to take back what you did.
Then, from now on, don't ever come running to me when you are in trouble. Don't come to me when you need help. When you want anything.

I no longer want to acknowledge you anymore.
Hate is a strong word. But that is what I'm feeling now.

Superwoman! Bwahaha

I can't believe that this happened to me. But in a way. It made me a lil bit stronger and gave me a lil bit more motivation. But in all. I feel really fucking down. I've NEVER experienced this before. Oh well. There's a first for everything I guess. But fuck. Not the whole thing. Or not I'm seriously fucked.

Sorry for the foul language. But I'm always using it. So who cares. I guess of cuz mummy do. But I'm really feeling damn down now. And dissapointed in myself. AIh.

Anyway. On a happier note.

I found Sainsbury's! Its a supermarket. But it's a lil far to walk and ta carry all those heavy groceries. When I semangat only I go. Cause so far. -.-

And! I bought an electric blanket!!!! Weeeeee~ It warms my ass. So ya. Hahahha. Well. Not exactly you know. But ya. Hahaha. I'm nicely warmed up. But still so cold this bloody place. Argh.

Oh! Oh! I bought pressies for Amelyn, Aaron and Yeen. Yeen. Yours will arrive around the Feb24. Don't ask. I bought it online. They have to look for your figurine in their BIG warehouse for like 10days or something. Or more actually. And then it takes like another 10 days or so to arrive at your house. So ya. -.-

Gonna send the birthday cards and Amelyn and Aaron pressie tomorrow. Oh wait. Only the cards. Cause my housemate just told me she got no box. -.- When she told me she has just now! Babi Elaine!! >.< AND NOW SHE TELL ME GOT!!!! -.- You memang damn babi. -.-

Anyway. So will be sending tomorrow. I don't know what to get for both of you. Talking to you both, Esther and Yee Hui. So ya. Oh yea. Maybe getting the PSP skins for Yee Hui. Cause it's cheap! >_< See how la. Argh. I'm already broke. Lolx. I owe you guys first la.

So. SO . So sleepy. I need to wrap the babi present first. Then only can go sleep. Aish. After my small birthday gathering thingy. I'M GONNA STAY HOME AND EAT MAGGI MEE. WEEEEEEEE~!

>.<

And ESP peeps. I still love you and hate you at the same time. And I feel like killing you guys. Cause. Cause. Cause. I hate you guys. Bunch of idiots. Argh!!! -.-

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy~

Eh! Both of you don't suddenly come and tell me this. Annette and Michelle. Babiness. One say stay away from guys. Got me motivated to do so too. Then other one come tell me want to have a serious boyfriend. I mean. To 'settle' for one. Then got me feeling that way too. Idiots!!! Make me feel half half de. Ish. Stupidness. And both of you were the opposite of what you told me. -.-
Babiness.

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

Need to finish ALLL OF MY ASSIGNMENTS TOMORROW. Yay! Call me Superwoman! Or SuperAssignmentWoman! Or SuperAwesomeAssignmentWoman! Or SuperAwesomeAndReallyReallyCuteAssignmentWoman! Aih. Awesomness! Hahahha. Ok. I think I'm really sleepy.

This sleepy thing is sooo sooo sooo sleeeeepy. I STILL don't believe I'm actually sleeping early. Gawd. Ok. Sleeeeeep!

Can't believe how childish you can be.
I thought you were different.
But guess not.
Don't say I didn't try.
Because I did.

Closed

I hope it ain't true. But wait. Why the heck am I bothered if it's true or not. Whatever. Shall not think about it. Omg. See. Argh. Ish. Forget it. Bah.

Yes. Must. Close. Up. Heart. Again.

>.<

Mix cement. Place bricks. Put cement. More bricks. More cement. Place gate in between. More bricks. More cement. Put lock on gate. Yes. Complete! Lock gate. Take key. Throw far far away. Nice!

Awesome.

Assignments. Suck. So. Badly. Uh-huh.

Sushi!!!

What..

I should have just said no right. but of cause. I don't want to lie. Cause for this past weeks. I've been close to you. So I don't want to lie. And when I told you the truth. You're being like this also. So tell me. What you want me to do.

Argh.

Emo much.

Suck..

this sux. it sux so badly. hate it. hate it so much. bah. pissy mood. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like screaming till i lose my voice. hmm..not bad actually to do thAT. i think i'll just cry till my eyes are sore. or maybe..i dont know. BAH!

Bah!

Can't always get what I want.
I still want it though.
But..why now. Why not later?
Then I can have my fun now.

F**k it!