I've been Pink'd

Yesh! My blog is pink~ Pink~ Pink~ Just wanted a change from the emo depressing me. And have a lil change and show a lil bit of my other side. All thanks to Mildred and Phyo. -.-

But I've always liked pink besides black. So. Shhhhh* Its a secret ok!

I actually hated pink cause of Hello Kitty. I still hate that stupid pink cat. But anyway. Thats not the point. This morning. When I got up and switched my laptop on. I was shocked when I saw my blog. I totally forgot that I changed the blogskin. Lolx. So ya. So I was bloody shocked by the pinkness of it. Hehe.

And oh. The songs. Its temporary you know. Cause well. I heard this song. And it reminded me of all those old pop songs. So ya. This are some I remembered of last time. But anyway. Its gonna be up for awhile maybe a week or two. Or when I myself can't stand it anymore. Then it will be back to ze old jap songs. >.<

Well. Had Pizza Hut for lunch and dinner today after shopping. We ordered quite a lot for just the both of us. So ya. Lolx. Just see pictures ok?

We had Nachos! For starters.
It was not bad.
Haven't had Nachos in such a long time.
And Elaine never had it before.
So I ordered it so that she well, can try it of cause!

And each of us had two garlic bread.
And it doesn't taste garlicky at all lo!
Grandma makes better garlic bread than this!!
Ok. I now miss the garlic butter grandma makes.
I want!!

And of cus refillable drinks!
Was too full to refill mine.

And and.
LARGE Hawaiian Pizza, stuffed crust AND
Extra cheese!!!
Soooo cheesy.
Oh. Elaine never had stuffed crust too.
So of cause. We ordered that.
And they would only have stuffed crust for large pizzas.
So we ordered large.
Ya well.

Ok. I didn't get this from Pizza Hut.
But well, I was coming out from the library.
After I borrowed a book. Which I reserved.
>.<
Anyway, it was for Valentines Day.
Yes. It's a condom.
And its flavoured.
AND.
Its. Cool Mint.
-.-

So ya. Hahaha. Seriously. Its funny cause its Cool Mint condom. Wth. Hahaha. Aih. So anyway. If you guys get too sick of my songs here. Just let me know. Then I'll take it down and put up my jap songs back alright?

So anyway. Off ta bed. Need to go see my lecturer tomorrow and off to London after that!! I can't wait!!! Gonna be there and back on Monday morning for class. Wanted to come back on Sunday. But since Chelle told me about her mum wanting to take us to some Jap restaurant in Mayfair! So ya. >.<
Life is good. For now.

Argh. Still need to work!!!! Ok.

London. London. I'm happy! >.<

Blogskin~

Oh oh!
Nice nice?

Ok. I did this for like 3 hours. And its like 6 am now. Die die!
Have to do so many things today. Waaaaaa. Go borrow books. Plus grocery. Plus um. A lot la! Then will feel so lazy and tired.

Need sleep~

Ta!

Liquid

Went clubbing last night. Ok. Um. On a Monday night. Ya. I know. Who the heck goes clubbing on a Monday night. But apparently there ARE people who clubs on Monday night! And there are a bunch of cuties too~ It was at this club called Liquid. The place was not bad. Big dance floor. But the drinks. Still. I can't get my favourite drink. Aih. But. I still had fun.

Danced a lot. And there was this girl from china with her friend as well. Mei Ting knew her. I thought she was hot. I don't mind being a lesbian cause of her. Rawr* Hopefully she is though. Then I'll just date girls. Guys are just too. Um. Troublesome. Wait. Girls are worse. Oh what the heck. She's hot. >.< Hahaha.

So anyway. Those two girls. They were always dancing. So I danced with them as well. Cause my bunch of friends didn't dance much. They did. But when they sit down. I wanted to dance still. So ya. Went off to the China girls. And later on a bunch of china peeps came. Their friends. One of 'em was a Malaysian. And this other girl she asked me in Mandarin. You are from Malaysia right? And I'm like thinking. Oh fuck. I don't understand Mandarin. But oh what the heck. She said Malaysia. So it must be something like that and I nod my head. And apparently there was this other guy who was from Malaysia as well. And guess what. We chat in Malay! -.-
Ya well. He can't speak english. I can't speak Mandarin. So ya. Malay! -.-

And they thought he was hitting on me or something. So took a picture with him. Still funny cause we chatted in Malay. Though I don't remember what did we talk about too. ANd I'm not sure if whatever said was right too. Haha. So anyway. Danced the whole night. Only stopped when I went to get a drink. But I was drinking and dancing too. Hmmmm. Ya so. Oh yea. I went with Celing, Mei Ting, Tian Hao and Wen Xi.

Me and Celine. It was blur cause I was using night mode.
And my hand shook.
So ya.

Mei Ting and Tian Hao

Celine and Wen Xi.
Oh this is when I used flash.
SO ya.

I was feeling hungry and tired.
>.<
And my ulcer was still killing me at that time.

Tian Hao um. Dancing and rubbing his ass
with this other guy.
I don't remember his name.
He can speak Malay and Mndarin.
He kept saying Apa Khabar.
ANd said.
Saya celaka.
Oh well.

When we got home. It was snowing.
The cab couldn't get up.
So we had to walk.

So I took one of myself too.

The wind was super strong la k.
ANd see!
The snow!
It got into my mouth.
Cause well.
The wind WAS blowing at my direction.
So ya.

Look look!
Our footsteps~
But it just snowed a lil only.
So boring.
We were hoping it will snow so damn hard
that the campus will close down.
ish*

I is pink?

Hmmm.
Have I gone fatter?
oh well.
>.<

hu hu

My media class is super scary. *sob*
We are going to be randomly group up with people in groups of 5? And then we are gonna do a Public Relations thingy for a company. Its gonna be real and everything. We have to deliver our pitch and presentation to a PR agency plus the client we are gonna do on.

It's so scary!!!! I have to bloody present in front of them. And when they ask questions and stuff. It's gonna be tough tough. Waaaaaah. Why did I choose this again. Bah!!!

Oh well. Now I wanna see who I will be grouped with. Oh Oh. We were the only Chinese there! See! Even scarier! Hahahha. Oh well. ANd it was a 3 hour lecture. You know how tiring is that. Waaaaaaa.

But it was kinda fun in a way. But I'm stll scared with the presentation and stuff. I hate presentation! But still gotta do it. Oh well.
Tomorrow's clase is Integrated Marcom. Marketing Communication. So ya. With the poker lecturer. Aih aih.

Tired.
Sleep.
Headache.

Alcohol killed my ulcer! I was so happy that I ate Maggie Curry!!! Yumx!!!!

K. Sleep.

Porridge~

oooh oooh! I made porridge! I'm so proud of meself. Haha. Elaine had scallops! So she added that in and I asked her to cut some carrots to add it in too. We wanted to add potatoes too. But Elaine was lazy to cut any. So. Another time. I didn't know I made so much. So now this can last us for a few days. This is just for the two of us. Lolx.

I had to cook porridge cause my whole entire left side of my mouth is like full of ulcer till my left side of my throat. So its super hard to eat. I cant even brush my teeth! I mean. Still can. But it's super hard. The bites I take is so small that a freaking baby eats more than me. I feel so jealous of babies now. From now on I'm gonna be so thankful how big bites I can take. *sob* I can't do that now. It's so hard to open my mouth.
I can't laugh. Swallowing my saliva is hard. WAAAAAAh!

I want my normal mouth back. I hate this.
I feel like throwing a whole bag of salt in my mouth. Or from now on I will just eat salt.

......

Ok. No. But I really feel like throwing a whole bag of salt. AND KILL THE ULCER!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ok. This ulcer is killing me. I can't feel my mouth. Its so painful till I'm super numb de.

Argh.

Classes starts tomorrow!

And from now on.

I ONLY HAVE CLASSES FOR 2 DAYS ONLY!

2pm to 5pm on Monday
2pm to 4pm on Tuesday <------This class is conducted by the poker lecturer. I still have to face him. Help me seriously.

Oh gawd. I have to go London with this mouth of mine. How am I gonna enjoy dinner. The alcohol. Oh the sweet sweet alcohol. I have not been drinking for more than a month. Wow. But anyway. STUPID STUPID ULCER!

It even makes me drink like more than freaking 2litres of water a day. You do know when I drink one glass of ice chinese tea also I go to the toilet 2 times for every cup. Damnit. Imagine 2 litres!!!!!!!! And you know how lazy I am. It's so hard. So very hard.

I need to go get those um..you know when someone is in the hospital kinda thing. And they have that bag thingy. So you dont have to go to the toilet and pee. That kinda thing. I want that.

Ok. I'm super lazy.

I WANT TO GO LONDON NOW!

Chelle! Can't wait to see you. And you too Annette!

I need to pee. Ok.
Night peeps!

Please pray that my ulcer will be gone by tomorrow when I wake up. HAPPY ME!

Nightie Night!

Toooooiillllleeeeeeeett~

- e - s -

I want to go home.
I hate this feeling.
I want to be with my family.
To feel safe.
I want to be with my friends.
To not feel lonely.
I just want to be surrounded by people whom I love so much.

I can't help feeling like this.
I can't stand it.

But there's nothing I can do.
I have to get this feeling away.

Why must you be like this.
I cared for you so much.
I knew you cared for me too.
I still do though.
But yet in the end.
You hurt me.

In the beginning.
I've already told you.
Yet it has come to this.

I asked for a chance in future.
But you didn't want to wait.
I was serious.
I wanted it.
But I guess.
You thought I was just running away.

If you really cared.
You still would be my friend.
But I guess this now shows.
You were not one from the start.

Despite all that.
I would like to thank you.
For always being there for me.
For filling up that hole in my heart.
For always cheering me up.

At the end of the day.
I always look forward to talking to you.
Cause you make my troubles go away.
I sleep smiling feeling happy.
You made that happen.

I'd like to thank you for that.

Now.
I just have to face it.
That I can't feel that way again.
It has been replaced.
I sleep with a wet pillow.
Eyes puffy.
With sad thoughts.

I still want to talk to you.
I really do.

I miss you.

melody - stay with me

Thank you & Sorry!

I ish sorry Julia! I did edited the post down there. But now I make a whole new one. And dedicate this whole post for you. Better right?
Hehe.
I kinda figured that it was either you or mei who would have gotten the card. But ya. Thank you thank you thank you! I ish heart you?

Me day~

So. This morning. Was supposed to get up around 10 and leave the house around 10.30am. Ta go grocery shopping. But we were gonna stop at Arndale. The shopping centre for breakfast first then only to Sainsbury which is like quite a distance to walk. But I like grocery shopping there cause its bigger and so much more nicer stuff.

Anyway. Instead. We got up around 12 and left only at around 1. It was freaking windy and cold. It was like -1 when we left. And plus the wind. Omg. The wind yesternight was freaking strong. You can hear it going "OoOOoOoOoOOo", *sob* damn scary you know.
Anyway, I was thinking on the way. Why don't we have kebab instead of sandwiches ya know. So ya. We came to this restaurant called er...crap. I don't know what is it called.
But anyway. They had shisha! But it costs about £7.50 ya know! I can almost have more than 4 of that in Malaysia. Aih.

So ya. Went to makan Lamb Shawarma. Yumz! Damn delicious. >.<

Elaine was taking loads of pictures of the restaurant.

But I lazy. So I just took her taking pictures of other stuff. Lolx.

Me Lamb Shawarma! Yumness!


After that. We took a picture of the shop.
Can you see me?
Hahaha.
I wanted to do some pose
But there were people walking pass.
So. Didnt.
Embarrassing la!

After makaning. Went off ta Sainsbury for our shopping! Super windy man! And we had to walk on the bridge. Lagi windy. Cause you know. We ish like higher up there or something. >.< Freaking cold lo! Luckily I wore a jacket with a hoodie. Or not my ears can say bye bye de.

We bought soooo much stuff man. We went crazy over ham and drinks. Two fruit juice. And Elaine wanted this Lime cordial drink cause the bottle looked cool or something. Lolx. And and. We spend like most of our time smelling fabric softeners. Lolx. My nose too can go bye bye de.

Smell so many different ones. Omg. Like stuck de. So we settled for a lavender one. Damn nice. My whole house was filled with the smell cause I did my laundry.

Got home. Omg. Damn heavy lo my bag. Cause we brought backpack. Ok. More like my laptop bag. But anyway. Ya. My back was aching the whole way. Seriously. Diededness. ANd oh. It snowed when we were about to reach home. Elaine was like. What's all these dirty stuff flying around. I laughed and said "It's snow la!" Hahahaha.
Well. Oh. I changed my bedsheets and stuff. And I just HAD to take a picture. Cause it's so pwweeeeeeetty! See! See! I'm so full of love~ >.<

Pweeetty right! So heartsy~
Told ya I like hearts stuff. No idea why.
Aih.
Ask Lizzie!
My books are filled with it.
So anyway...

Showered and stuff. Then. I had ta cook! Yes. Me. Amanda Hiew. Yin Mei. Cooked! Spaghetti only la. No biggie. But it turned out alright. >.<

oooooh Cheeeeessy~

See. It looks fine.
And it tasted ok too.
>.< style="text-align: left;">Oh Oh. And then around like I don't know what time. It snowed!!! So. Went out to take some pictures. But I was too lazy to take. Cause Cause. I was lazy la! Tomorrow la! Wanna make snowman. >.<

Me footprints!!
Oh. When I went back up.
About half an hour later?
It was covered with snow de!

It was getting on my pants.
Its my pj's ok!

Oooooh. Schnow~

I was looking for something to write with.
And all I could find was the mop.
So ya.
And Elaine MUST take my picture.
Babiness.

It was cold. So cincai la!
You see.
I wearing slippers only k.
Sho cold liao~

Okie. Thats about it? Snowman tomorrow~ Weeeeee~
And more spaghetti for lunch! There's damn a lot leftover. Oooooh. Oh ya. Gotta get up early to go to uni. Need to borrow books for reference and shit. Argh.
Rubbish sial. Oh well.
Snnnnnooooowwwmaaaaan~

Birthday Cards~

It seems like my birthday is never ending hor. Lolx. Anyway. At last. I can upload this stupid pictures! I mean. Awesomely awesome pictures. Stupid blogger was so freaking irritating yesterday. Anyway. Thanks you guys for sending me the card!! It's absolutely "Loving". Hahaha
Its pasted on me wall. So nice and big. Thank you!
Love you guys loads!!!

Esther's card is there too. Lolx.

Mei. And obese my ass la!



Sorry Julia!!!!! I didn't know the picture didn't upload. Lolx.
Sorry Sorry!

Mei Yee, apa ugliest and cili padi ah!

Steph's~

Ming's. Your panda damn funny la. Lolx

MingMing's.
Damn cute la the ladybug.

And Yee Hui is a snail.
Hahaha.
It suits you mar.
You memang damn slow wan.
Slow as in. Um. You know la.
Lolx.

Wai Hong.

And from Esther!
Oh. There were ones with Yeen, Esther and Jac on the card.
But since there wasn't any messages and they didn't sign it.
So I lazy to take picture.
Hahaha.
>.<

And oh. I went and cut me hair. I couldn't stand it de. It was too damn thick. Argh. So I went and *chop* *chop* it off. >.<>.<

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Kla. I lied.
I know. Got no difference.
But well.
It's so much thinner now.
Aih.
So nice.
>.<

Yee Hui~

Sorry for the late late post. At least I did one right? Lolx. Let's see. I always start it with like when and how I knew you and how long. Ok. I forgot. Hahahahhaha.
Eh serious wei. I don't remember when I actually knew you. Ok. I think it was at least when we were 19? or was it 18? Ok. I think 19. Ya. End of the year. Somewhere there.
Ya ya. Ok. Now I remember. I think. Hahahha.

Oh well. I actually know you when in high school. Cause when Leo or Interact functions thingy. You will come with the red uniform which we all say was ugly. Hahahaha. It's true. I only knew you that time but didn't know your name. And I thought you were quite stuck up. Sorry la. I knew you thought I was a bitch right?? Lolx. But thats the truth.

But after I got to know you throught Mei. Which I still think it's funny how you approached Mei. hahahahhahahahha. I soooo want to blog it here. But I will not. But it was still funny la!!! Lolx. Anyone wanna know. Just message me or something. Then I'll tell ya. Hahahaha. Or you can ask her yourself.

ANd somehow I got close to you and stuff. We got closer and stuff. And I'll always drive to go fetch you and Mei to yumcha and stuff. Or maybe just you and me.
*mummy, pretend you didn't read this ok, it was not meant for you!!! it's invisble to you...you don't see it. or you read it but you now forgot about it..it was nothing to yoooou*
And all those lunch times where I'll drag you to follow me makan. No matter what. I feel so evil. Lolx. And when you're free after college or in between college. Me will go have lunch with you at Asia Cafe. Awesomeness la.

There's more I would like to write. But I guess the birthday card I did say some other stuff too. Right? I don't know. I'm so damn forgetful. So um ya. Hahaha.

Pictures~~ Weee~

oh oh! Ramlee burger!
Where we ate outside Mei's house.
Hahahaha.

And our lunch time~~
This is the beef ball noodle place oh.
Omg. I wants to eat that!!
And you won't be there de.
You'll be off to Aussie when I get back.
Aih.

And ze raves~
People ask you to blow.
You lick.
And omg.
This sounds so wrong in a way.
-.-"

Another one of the rave~
I realized when I was looking for pictures
There's always you, me and mei.

There's a lot you know!
And loads of clubbing pictures.

And rare ones where you drink.
And totally can't drink.
Always falling asleep in clubs!
-.-"

Taking stupid pictures with me~
I like all the pictures of you and me at that album.
Lolx.

Especially this one! Hahaha.
People posing nicely.
Looking hawt and stuff.
You go spoil the picture. Aih!
You ah~
Oh ya. Plus a number of pictures with Julia too.

And with Liz too.
I know both of you love me oh so much.
I just love this picture la.
Aih.
I feel so loved~

See. You just can't get enough of meh.
Hahaha.

And also there were pictures of you and me
where I'm wearing black and you white.
We ish opposites?

My friend to lean on.
Sigh~
-.-"

Oh well. I do love you la k.
Don't cry.
Hahahaha.
See. Black and White again.
But memang I'm always with Black stuff.

I love you loads!

Happy Birthday
Yee Hui !!!!

I <3 You ~
>.<