Happy~

>.<

Pain everywhere

I'm in pain. Sooooo much PAIN!@!!@!#!@#!@#
It hurts cause of yesterday. DAMN! >.<

PAIN!!! *sob*

It's painful to climb stairs. It's painful when I'm trying to sit or getting up from the freaking chair. And it even hurts when I need to shit!!!! >.<

Oh ya. My post on the July 30th. Hehe. MingMing, I wasn't' referring to a person. I lost my memory card. My phone memory card. Then my maid found it. I HATE CHELSIE!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya, you know why. SHE TOTALLY CHEWED THE WHOLE ELECTRONICS THINGY OUT OF THE FREAKING PLASTIC COVER!!!!!!

Ya. I hate her. Mmhmm. SHe knows it too. I think. >.<

Ok. Now I'm off to emo some more and also. I think I need ta shit~ Oh damn. The agony.

I played paintball today! Fun! Fun! Fun! But of coz. I have like 7 bruises. I still haven't found any others yet. Don't feel any pain anywhere else. And the worse part is. My arms and legs are ACHING! I thought I'll feel it by tomorrow. But no!!! I feel it now!!! -.-

But I still had fun. Will upload some pics here. But of cause. You'll find it in facebook. So I don't have to right?

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You have no idea I like you. Sad ain't it.

Just heard from my aunty that my cousin. Simone. Has a cyst in her brain. Not sure if it's tumor or not. But please. Put her in your prayers please.

Thank you so much.

lOSt

I just lost something important to me. It holds everything I live for. It was just right next to me. Subconsciously I knew it was there. But I neglected it. When I turned. It was gone. Forever.

I ish crying now. *sob*

WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!!!!!

I need you. Badly.

Dreaming of You

Why do I start dreaming of you now. Again. I'm starting to dream about you again. And it's not nice! Because I don't want to start thinking of you again. You're supposed to be long forgotten. Not to be remembered again. This is is like the 3rd or 4th time I've dreamed of you. THIS WEEK!

Hmmm. If I dream of something so often it means that it is kinda missing from me life? Hehe. Cause I've been dreaming of something else to which i'm lacking of. Lolx.

Argh! Stop coming into my dreams. I don't want to think of you again. Hehe.

I need distractions. Hmm. Ok. Distractions.

Stay out!

Sickness

Amanda ish sick at home.
Vomited.
Diarrhea-ed.

*groan*

So not good.

Tummy not feeling well.

Oh crap.

Feel like puking again.

Help!!!

Ya. I'm alive! Not like you guys care also right. Hehe.

I guess it is confirmed that I am going to UK. Muahaha. So far from everyone! Sadness.

Ok. I wanted to blog something meaningful. Not like Yee Hui!

But oh well. I think I'm just gonna do a Yee Hui.

Been busy. >.<

Paid for the accident thingy de. But still owe peeps. Sadness.

Jobless.

Been a driver. (No diff for this tho)

Bangkok was. Hmmm. Great?

So ya. >.<

Lil update

Waiting for my dumb ass of a brother to finish bathing so I can go out.

I guess it's sorta confirmed I'm going de. Got the offer letter. Need to pay now and stuff.

Next week going Bangkok! But don't dare to spend much. Cause need to save a bit. Have to pay my friend. But no news from him. Shall ask him about it tonight.

Broke like fuck.

Cursed

I think I'm cursed. >.<

Watched Wanted yesterday. Nice movie. Angelina Jolie. Hot. But too skinny de. Oh well. Still hot. After movie. Ya. Had an accident. Just great. I'm so cursed. My car nothing just a scratch and a flat tire. My friend's car. Yes. I hit my friend. Well. His car. Just say I have to fork out more than 1k.

Bye bye Bangkok trip. Hello to being broke again.

Fuck.

Just this year had one painful accident and I still haven't paint my hood yet. 2 flat tires. Plus this one. Make it 3. And plus one more pain ass accident.

I'm so cursed. I think I shall not drive anymore. And I shall invest in a bicycle. Flat tire also cheaper.

And that blardy shit. I still don't know if I'm going aus or not. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm cursed. Blardy karma.