Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Malaysia again~

Ever since I got back from UK last Saturday, I've never been so happy in my life. I came back on the 19th of September. >< I surprised so many people the past week. I love the shocked expressions as if they saw a ghost. Lolx. Its super funny la.

One of them who was in his car. He saw me. Pulled his handbrake. Came down and left his car still running and hugged me. Lolx. That was the best. A lot of them jumped and just stared. Esther and Liz screamed and ran. Lolx. Every time I hugged someone. I always teared. It feels so good to be back.

I've been eating non stop. Nasi Lemak. Nasi Lemak. Lolx. I still haven't had Bak Kut Teh yet. I can't stand the weather too. Freaking hot. But it's raining now. But feel so damn sticky. ish. Will shower again later.

Oh well. Nothing much to update. Too many things happened.

Oh. Went to Velvet that night. And something just opened me eyes. I'm so disappointed. Not like I did it before too. But. Not now. It's just too. Obscene?

Oh well. I just don't know whats wrong with you. I really don't. How can I help when you don't open up. Sigh*

Gonna call my stupid boyfriend who abandoned me at home with a freaking noisy dog and a naughty small boy.


Saturday, September 26, 2009

Friday, September 18, 2009


And so. I'm hooked on to this Korean Pop Girl Group. They are called So Nyuh Shi Dae (SNSD) Or Girl's Generation or Soshi for short. Lolx.
Yes. I have nothing else better ta do. But my favorite song is Gee. Haha. Lalala. Listen k! Hehe.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Door unlocked

Well. Am back from London already. Feeling soso so damn tired now. Don't know why. I have been feeling sleepy like damn early. I feel like sleeping around 9 or 10. So damn tired. ANd I wake up at 7 or 6 in the morning!!! And am tooo lazy to go out. Argh.

Oh oh. When I got back just now. I didn't know where I put my keys. I think I left it at Chelle's place. So I knocked the door like dont know how many times. And I saw that Mei Ting's room light was switched on. So I guessed the new housemate is here. And was thinking, how the heck can she not here me. F**ker!!! SOme more damn cold and my hands all aching from carrying my bags. Ugh. And I don't know why. I just had a feeling. I tried to open the door. And hey! THEY DIDN'T LOCK THE DOOR! But lucky me! Hahaha.

And I had to use the scissors to open my door. I'm no thief. But i don't know. I just tried it the last time I got locked out of my room. Oh. I guess I learned it from my boyfriend. Lolx!

Oh. I did leave my keys at Chelle's place. Oh well. Have to ask Gabriella to open the door for me and stuff. Leave early tomorrow. And get home early. Sooooo many things to do tomorrow.

Send stuff. Hand in my work again. Ish. So many shit. So lazy. Hehe.

Okla. Better go sleep. SO damn tired de. Night~

Thursday, September 10, 2009


Today, will be going to Chelle's place till Sunday. I need to cheer myself up from this emoness. I can't stand being alone la. I WANT TO GO BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ish! Who would be so kind to fly me back?! >.<
Annette will be coming too!!! Weeee~ And we'll have our lil tripod again. Sho happy! We planned for a lunch on Friday on a boat! It will cruise along I don't know where while we have lunch! And then on Saturday night, we'll be going to have an early celebration for Annie's birthday, having dinner at Apsleys. Or something like that. Its quite a fancy place. So we need to dress up. And bugger. I got nothing to dress up for la! So ya. Maybe go shop a lil and find a dress! Gyahahaha. Happy me! After our lil dinner. We'll be off to Roadhouse as usual. Of cus for the drinks! And definitely, PETE!!!! Lolx.

Talking about all this is cheering me up already. I'm feeling a lil happier now. Oh. And I'm going to cut my hair today! I've been hating my hair ever since freaking long. I feel like chopping it all off. But I wont. Lolx. Oh well. We'll see. I MIGHT decide to chop it all off. Of cus mother would be happy. But not my boyfriend. Hehe. So anyway, I'M HAPPY for now~

Be happy!

Monday, September 7, 2009


Now I don't know what to decide. To stay on. Or to go back for good. I know I'm much happier back in KL. But then. Aish. 3/4 of me wants to go back. 1/4 of me wants to stay on and stuff. Argh! I feel so eeeeeeeeeeee! I feel like screaming.

I don't know. What to do. What to do.

I'm so miserable being here.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009


I feel sad.
I feel depressed.
This stabbing pain.
Its as if.
Never ending.

Just a word from you.
It can take it all away.
But where are you.
3 days has gone by.
And not a word from you.

Now I know.
How painful it is.
If I were to lose you.