Thursday, December 20, 2007

I love you Grandpa.

Gonna try my best to type everything out on what happened the past 3 days. Here goes..

Woke up by Aunty Ann at 6am, crying. Grandpa is dying. Get up. Going to the hospital now. Everyone else jumped out of bed. Just grabbed shirts and jeans. Sort of broke my nail and it sorta bleed cause of it. All of us jumped in my mum's car. Me, Amelyn, Aaron, Aunty Jane, Aunty Ann and my mum. My dad and kelly were coming in a separate car. Aunty Jane was calling my uncle to try to get Joel and Josiah to the hospital too. But can't. She already called my other Uncle. Was trying to get Kimmy the whole way. In the end, called her friend's phone. Found out she left her phone in a friend's car and was staying over at Amelia's house. She couldn't come. SO we had to leave it as that.
Got to the hospital. Ran all the way from the car park to the room. And it's freaking far. And I haven't been exercising for a very long time. Aunty Jane reached the room first. Then me. The first thing I saw was the curtains. Then the nurses. Tears came down. Saw my grandfather. Wrapped up. With a tag at his feet. Aaron just stoned there. Couldn't cry. Amelyn just fell down and cried. Heard someone screamed and shouted. It was Aunty Ann. All of us just stayed where we were. Crying. I couldn't stand being there. Went out to sit. Couldn't stop. My mum came in the end. And saw. Then my uncle and aunt with my grandmother. He was asking me. What happened. I just couldn't say anything. But he knew. Called Kimmy. Cried on the phone.
No freaking point in running. Didn't make it on time.

My grandfather died at 6:18am. We got there at 6:30.

A lot of people came for the funeral. We chose what my grandfather would wear. I did his tie. ^^ Hehe. Well. Ya.

Wednesday morning. Sang and prayed. The pastor asked us to walk around the coffin to pay respects. Friends and distant relatives first then only us. Didn't want to cry. I saw my cousins crying that made me cry. Seeing them broke my heart. When the coffin was in the van. We walked behind. Crying. Aunty Ann was crying out Papa. So so heartbreaking.

At the cremation place. Sang Amazing Grace. Tried not to cry. And once again we had to walk around the coffin and lay flowers on it. It was too much. Aunty Ann couldn't bring herself to look again. My mum kissed and said she loves him. I stood there. Looking in. My grandfather looked so peaceful.

The worse part of all. The coffin was brought to the fire. My cousins were crying out Grandpa. Come back. I love you.
I went in. And saw it burning. Cried out loud. My brother in the end. He cried. That made me cry even more. All of us were crying out for Grandpa. I guess the sight was too much. Everyone else teared. Never in my life I cried this hard. Never.

There's so many things I want to say about him. One of my memories of him. Which I treasure the most. Is when he cried with me. The first time I saw my grandfather cried. My mum scolded me for something I did. This was one of the worst I had. Though I don't remember what it was about. I came into the kitchen and cry. My grandfather was there. He heard everything. He held me and I could feel him crying too. Cried even more. Comforting me.
One of my happiest was when he was proud of me. It was my results for SPM. It wasn't that great. But because I don't study at all and I still could produce such results, my grandfather boasted to his colleagues, his staff. My mum told me, he said, so what if other kids had 10 A's and they study hard. Even, someone someone's son is so smart, study so hard. He turned out to only have 6 A's and was expecting for 10. And Amanda don't study, she turned out better.
I was so happy that I made my grandfather so proud of me.

Grandpa, I hope you're happy now. Just wait for us in heaven. Enjoy your wine up above. I bet it's soooo much better than here. >.<

Thanks to those who sent their condolences and prayers. There's too many to be listed out. Thank you very much especially to the ones who came. And thank you to ones who tried. *hehe* I really appreciate for all those words of kindness, prayers and thoughts. Every one of you just made my day a little brighter.

James Lim Yoke Kong passed on at the age of 73, on the 17th of December 2007, at 6:18am.

His life earnest, his actions kind,
A willing hand, an active mind,
Anxious to please, ready to defend,
A loving father and faithful friend.

Monday, December 17, 2007


Oh great. I totally forgotten what I wanted to blog. Anyway....

Working two jobs is killing me! Sort of actually. Oh yea. It's killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not because of the tired part. Just this two weeks. I put on freaking 5kg!!!!!! You know how much is that! *sob* It's all that food. Reminder to dear-oh-so-dumb-amanda: To not work in a restaurant or any food related jobs. It leads get it. 5kg! *sniff* *sniff* Blardy other job in pilates not helping. Well. It doesn't really make you lose weight. But. aaaarrrrgghhhhhhhhh! Whatever! From now on. I shall not go into the kitchen and ask Amelyn to give me food. Yes! Shall not do that. But Becky (my boss. er. right/left hand of my boss or something like that. Aunty Jane said so) she keeps spending me those oh-so-sinful-deliCious-to-die-for brownies! And the banana and peach crumble. Stop eating!!!!!!! ok. Stop.

I've been craving for nasi lemak. It has been a reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaalllyyyyyyy long time I haven't met up with my beloved nasi lemak. Another thing to cry about. But I can't! I'm getting fat. WAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Shall not think about it.

Ok. I've been looking forward to the year end hols. Been looking forward to having lazy days. Just reading books. Dotaing. Pooling. Chilling. Drinking. And stuff. But. I think I had that the whole entire year. So now. I'm working. So freaking dumb. Aish. Just bored with going out and stuff these days. The whole entire year I have done nothing else but that. Ok. I did study. And do my assignments. I did ok. You just don't know that's all. *wink*

I have to force myself to apply. Gonna kill myself for that. Or would anyone like to force me to do it? >.< stress.

Sleep sleep time. Wanna read Harry Potter! >.<


Thursday, December 13, 2007


One miss it sometimes.

I have my family and friends. That's all I need now. Oh. And my 2 jobs. My car. Cayenne and Chelsey. And nasi lemak. And "boyfriend". And Starbucks. Ya. Nothing else I need. Right now. >.<


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I'll always have you

It's been months!!! And why do you still fucking care?!?!?!?! Why do you give a shit. Forget about it already! Goodness sake! BAh! So damn fucking irritating.

Smile Bitch. Just Smile.


Thursday, December 6, 2007

Save me

Just for today. I won't bore you with what I did today. But oh! I had the caramelised roast pork rice! Omg! Super awesome! I'm gonna get fat working at a place like this! *sob*

Kimmy is on the way to Langkawi now. Dropped her off. Took me damn long to get to the freaking bus stop which was in Hentian Duta. I freaking don't know where it is. So ya. Paid like freaking 2 or 3 tolls? Hehe. (Raymond's) "Yau hai toll ah?! Neeeyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" Lolx.

Hmm. I really have no idea what to blog. I feel like I have nothing. Nothing! I don't feel anything now. No feelings. Hehe. Oh well.

Ric. Hope you had a fun birthday *without me*. ^^ I'll get you that damn money clip la ok. Chill. Hehe. Bleach-ie time~


Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Oh. Before I forget.

Happy Birthday "Boyfriend"!!!!!!!


At work today. Happy Happy~ Don't know why. ^^
Super busy. I one person alone had to take orders. Serve. Clean. Walao eh~ But then. At least I was doing something. The first customers that came. I wished them and gave them the menu. They were like. Wow. First time someone served us with a smile. Then he bend down and said "No one smiles around here". Lolx. I smile! ^^
Amelyn fried korean noodles. It was ok la. Not bad. Lolx. But when Ah Munn, the chef, she put in the roast pork. Omg. Heaven~

Came home. Dead tired. Just straight lie on my bed and slept. Woke up at 5 something. Oh. I finished work at 4 something. So. Didn't sleep much. Took a quick shower and off again to work. Another job. The one I have been working for 1 and a half year. Wow. Didn't know I've been there for long de. Lolx. Arrived at work. Made myself a cup of coffee. Had cheesecake. And started doing the blardy paperwork. *sob*

Got home. Went to tha hospital to see grandpa. Then went uptown to eat what we call "malay rice" Lolx. So. Ya. And I'm back home now. Off to ss2. Whole day didn't have my dessert~ Hehe. See ya!


Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Workie work

You all damn babi wei. I working but still at least got time to blog. But you all...Blah!

Damn sien today. At work. Sweep and clean all. No customers at all. Only a couple. And they just wanted lipton tea! mch. Hehe. But then. Had free makan! First, Eddie. He works and stays there. Yea. He bought oreo cheese cake! He bought two. One for me and one for Amelyn. We shared one and couldn't even finish it. But damn yummy! >.<
Then, the chef. Asked Amelyn to fry 5 eggs. Totally fail. So we took the ugliest one out. And made egg sandwich. Super yummy. Hehe. I fried another 2 more eggs to replace the other ugly ones. Then Becky, the supervisor, said to Amelyn. "You work outside la. Let your sister work in the kitchen". Lolx. I can fry eggs! Haha.

After work. Met up with Ric and Mei at Bangsar Nirvana. Yee Hui came after that. Didn't want to eat de cause had the egg sandwich. Then went ta work. Didn't do much. Cause was reading story book. Haha. *guilty* So much work to do!!! *sob* Thats for laziness.

OK. Off ta bed now. Have to wake up. *sob* Early early~!


Monday, December 3, 2007

Feeling Shitty

Actually. Need ta go shit now. Whaha. Stupis nails. Breaking. I think I'll take it off and just do plain manicure. Whahaha. $$$ tada. Nvm. Ask from daddy. If don't give. Then go eat at club. Whahaha. K. Need ta shit. Tomowo gonna start work de! *sobs*

Here we go~


Sunday, December 2, 2007


Kimmy in ze stoking. Which I think we still have it till today.

Me and Amelyn. I have no idea what the heck are we doing.

Kimmy, Amelyn and Me~ Gangsta Lovin~

My mum scanned those pics. Aish. Hehe.

Tired~ Wanna sleep. Suppose to sleep now. Did super lot of things today. too lazy to actually type everything out. Just want to say this.

RIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You don't make noise de. I call you almost everyday. To go out. So. Now. I fed up de. I just wait for your call now. So you jangan bising if I didn't call you all! So.. Shut up!

Hehe. so damn tired out. Tomorrow my last day to be free. Hehe. Who wants to go out with me before I busy. Fashter call! Lolx. Oh no. Now that means. I can't maple de. Can't watch my bleach. Can't read one piece. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Sad.

K. K. Seep sleep time!


Friday, November 30, 2007


Just got back from the hospital. Grandpa is so skinny. *sigh* Next Thursday he has to go to putrajaya for some scanning thing.

Anyway. Gonna go for dinner at Bangsar with me boss and all the other staff. Which is actually only 7 of us? Supposed to go Westin Hotel to makan. But then they having something going on there. So another day.

Gonna start work at Vintry on Monday with Yee Hui. But she'll be working night shift and I, the afternoon. Since I still have my other job. So can't work night shift. There's a new Vintry at Jaya 33. It's in between Nagomi and Vietnam's Kitchen. Not working there. But working at the one near bangsar, behind Victoria's Station. Come look for me! Come drink wine~ Lolx. Or look for Yee Hui. Haha. So from next week. I guess I'll be super busy and tired. Two jobs! Hehe. But still can go out on Friday night and Saturday night! Hehe.

OK. Got to go get ready de. Need to shit also. Aish. Emo!

life will never be the same..


no mood for anything right now. every single thing is pissing me off. highlight of the week. visited grandpa. and will visit every single day. it's nice to see him getting better. but. just found out yesterday. he has cancer. 3rd stage. can't cure. yea. he might just go anytime. skipped work today to visit him. the whole time. talked with him and laughed with him. when he wasn't looking. i tear. when i just walked in. i could see tears in his eyes. i feel so guilty for not going to see him.
he told us some jokes. freaking funny. then he said he has so many hospital stories to tell us. and he said when he gets out. he'll tell us all about it. he even said that when he leaves the hospital. he's gonna write a book on hospitals. i wish that will happen. it will. bah.

the pastor said that grandpa is actually ready to go to God. his name is already in the Book. he knows it his time to go. it's just that his children are not ready to let him go.

i just want him to stay on till after christmas. to celebrate christmas as a christian for the first time.

fucking no mood.

Monday, November 26, 2007


Dear To Whoever That Is Able To Save Me Right Now

I'm having difficulties right now. In a total dilemma.

Please come and take me away from here. Or maybe just fix this piece of junk I call a computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



My assignment. My last minute assignment. Stupid damn fucking idiotic virus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucked my whole damn comp. And I didn't save my work anywhere else!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob*

Seriously. Someone. Just kill me now ok. I fully appreciate it. But if you don't want to kill me. Fix the damn computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so pissed off right now. Anyone talks to me now. You know la. If you don't. I don't think you want to find out right. Omg. Fucking pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Someone. Save me.

Felt it

Just came to so call update my blog. Just because I have not updated for super long de. Have to hide from mingming de when she gets back. Or not you'll see me standing most of the time. Won't be able to sit. Hehe.
I have ta go sleep de. Cause need ta wake up early to finish up my oh so irritating assignment. Which I'm doing it so very last minute. As usual. Always so last minute. Amanda loves last minute stuff. All that rushing. So onz. ^^
My cousin Simone is back in the US. But now my cousin Stephanie from aussie, along with her bf and my uncle and aunty are back. They are currently sleeping in aaron's room right now. And I have to take them out the next 3 days. Where ta go?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

OK. Sleepytime. Need to wake up early morning to finish it. Rushness! On-ing~!

Found out something. Slowly dying.

Killing me slowly.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007


Off to see grandpa now. I woke up early today! So not amanda~ Haha. I didn't stay up. But I woke up. It's because I slept at 8pm yesterday. Or I won't be able to wake up this early! Oh. This early is actually 9am early. Tee~hee~ Ya. I know. Early. Wanted to buy nasi lemak. But laziness kicked in. Hehe.

Will blog more when I get back~

Mornings are soo...refreshing?

Monday, November 19, 2007


Went ac today. For dinner. Oh. I woke up at 7pm. Wanted to sleep longer some more. Hehe. Had dinner with Amelyn, Kimmy, my mum, Aunty Grace, Aunty Ann, Aunty Jane and Aunty Patty. Had crab, pasta, pizza, lala, see ham, oysters. Omg. Damn a lot of food. After all that food. Amelyn and Kimmy went ta foos. Too lazy to follow. And I was feeling extra sleepy after all that food. Sat there and stoned. Listen'd to Aunty Grace talk about her dates and stuff back in U.S. She sound so much more happening than me! Lolx. Oh well.

My grandfather accepted Christ today. My aunty went ta pray for him. He told my aunty that he made decision long time ago. Just that he didn't voice out till now. He wanted to do it too because he wants to be with us. He wants to see us again. I cried. The whole way to ac. I've been praying for years. For this to happened. And it finally did. I just feel so happy. >.<

Kimmy asked what's up with my eyes when I woke up. She thought I cried...

Been mapling~ Hehe. Julia and Yee Hui playing too! Damn funny wei they play. Hahaha. Yee Hui kept dying. Lolx. Super funny. *sigh* Lolx.

*sigh* *sigh*

Do you all want long long long long long post. Or short ones? Hehe. I damn lazy to blog long long. Cause I blog long long. All crappy. Hehe. Aish. I go play play now la. So lazy~

It's so different..

Saturday, November 17, 2007


Like this picture. We are like so cute. Er..except kevin. So not cute. Haha. Look at me. Red as usual. After an outing to Laundry. This was like last week? Ya. I think so. Don't remember. Ya last week. Oh well.

My plans for yesterday. Er. For Thursday. Didn't go as planned. Wait. Let me go read it again. OK..I did maple a bit. Then went for breakfast with Yee Hui and Simone. After breakfast. went back and maple some more. Slept for an hour. Woke up to fetch Kelly ta school. ON the way, fetched Aunty Grace *simone's mum* to JPJ to renew her license. Then drop kelly at school. Dropped Yee Hui to help me pay my saman. Fetched Esther from her house. Fetched Yee Hui from state pj. Then went ta fetch Mei from her house and back to pj to fetch Aunty Grace. Then only got to go home. Waited for Amelyn to get back from college so we can go together for lunch and also go shopping at bangsar.

Got to bangsar at around 3. Got a call from Ric to go Gardens. Couldn't go la! Stupid Ric. Hehe. Anyway. Ya. Went ta Nirvana's to eat banana leaf rice. Yum! But the rice not so nice. So sticky and clumpy. Went shopping. Was too lazy to look at all the clothes. So just sat down and watch damn try on clothes. If I try anything. I might want to get something. So. Dangerous. Ya. Then, went home then straight to work. Tried to do some work. But found out. Someone took my paperwork that I printed out. Couldn't do anything then. Lazy to print another one. Cause Don't know where I stopped checking till. Babiness. When I actually wanna do some work. The paper is gone. Aish.

Got home. Oh. Hahaha. I was damn tired at work. I mean. I've been fetching people all day. And went shopping too. So. Lolx. My phone was running out of batt. And I didn't want anyone to disturb me. Cause wanted to just lock myself in and sleep. I diverted all my calls to Mei's phone. Hahahaha. Pity Mei. SHe had all my calls. Whahahahahahahahha. Lolx. Anyway. Just reached home when my mum said we going pasar malam. I was like. oK. Fine. I didn't even have the time to have my dinner. So fine. Woke Mei up. Me, Amelyn, Mei, Simone, my mum and Aunty Grace went ta ss2 pasar malam. Couldn't enjoy my pasar malam time. Cause everyone started calling. About if going clubbing. Then had to arrange transport and shit. And as usual. I gotta drive. No biggie. After everything settled de. Had honey dew lo lo! Yumz~
So. My dinner. Oh. And Mei's dinner was honey dew lo. And we shared~! Wah. Got home. Had to get ready for clubbing de. It was already 10 something and I had to fetch a bunch of people. Sadness~

Fetched Kevin. Had ta wait for him like damn long! Freaking burmese bitch. Hehe. Still love you kevin~! *maybe* Then ta Esther's and Pei Wen. Got them. Went ta Mei's. Cause she needed to change. Wait for her also like damn long. Then zoomed off ta Maison. Reached there like 1am? Ya. Well. Won't go into details about my night. Because. Well. I don't remember shitz. >.<
But I did remember bits of everything. Like when I hit Kevin. Like freaking loud. HAhahaha. Sorry Kev! Really sorry! Didn't mean to. And for carrying me to my car. And for shouting at you. And for asking you to shut the fuck up. But I always ask you to shut up. So. Don't have to say sorry for that. Haha.

Why did I drink so much and got so piss'd drunk? Hmm..from all the emoness I had this whole week ever since that dreaded Saturday. And also. I kept drinking every glass that was offered to me. And I didn't feel anything at first. Then suddenly everything kicked in. And *poof*. Im gone.

Don't remember going ta nasi lemak antarabangsa. So wasted! My nasi lemak. Which I puked it out too. All I remember are roads. Cause kept puking. Got home. Showered. And just knocked out. Oh. Before knocking out. Mei gave me this damn nasty drink. Ugh. Then just knocked out. In the morning. Woke up to puke. Felt damn dizzy. Couldn't sleep properly cause stupid Mei took my pillow! Oh. I need to sleep with 3 pillows. Hehe. Two at the side and one for my head of cuz. Hehe. Aish. K. I getting damn lazy to blog de. Basically. The whole day today. I was sleeping. So ya.
When I get the pics from esther. I'll upload a few here. maybe. Hehe.

Anyway. It's getting late. Or early. Whichever whatever. Wanna maple awhile. Then maybe go buy nasi lemak too. *gonna get sooooo fat from all this nasi lemakness* Sleep awhile. And gotta get up ta fetch my stupid brother for drums. Argh* K. Gone.

Regret...Killing me.

Thursday, November 15, 2007


Just did this blogskin. In a way I like it. But I don't because the posts box is white. And also my side bar is also white. Like damn plain. Oh well. The whole thing actually fits my mood now. Lolx.
Yee Hui says it suits with my emoness. I'll just leave it be till I find one which I like better. And I like that girl picture. Ric. Need your help in doing up this skin. Wanna do something with it. Aish. Suppose to do assignment. I nicely go do my blog. *sigh*

*Off to maple*

Freaking Answer Me!

I didn't go out yesterday. The whole day! So good girl ya me? The only time I went out was to go to work. Kevin called to go movie. Didn't wanna go. Was too lazy and also Simone is here. And also the first thing that came to my mind was to watch it with someone else. But fuck that. Hehe. At work, Dehressa, one of the apprentice pilates instructor. Said I should go home and rest, I look sick and my eyes like damn puffy. I am sick. Still feeling sick. My eyes puffy. From all that crying. Cause of my grandfather and something else. Can't believe I can actually cry about that. Fucking crybaby shit. I meant the something else.

The whole day I've been just sleeping, woke up a 12. Fetch Kimmy from school and Aaron from his friend's house. Went ta eat beef ball noodles near Steven's corner. Yum. So long never eat de. Tried to call Yee Hui to go for lunch. But that babi. Never answer my call. Came home. Online awhile. Then went ta bed to sleep some more. Woke up for work. Went ta work. Freaking blur. Then slept awhile too. Came home. Ate dinner. Online awhile. Slept at 10pm. And I just woke up now. Omg. Having headache from sleeping too much. But still like sleeping. Sigh. I wish I can just sleep forever. So I don't have to face reality and just dream. But dreams, not good. Have to face damn reality. Ladida~

What to do now. Mei, Julia and Kevin all went ta bed. No one to teman me now. Hmm..who will teman me now wan ah. Oh ya. No more de. Pissing me off. Why. I have no idea why am I feeling that way. I shall just forget about it and don't give a shit about it. Why bother right. Right. mmhmm. Shall not think so much about it. In a way. I can't. Don't know why. Just freaking answer me. Then I'll just fuck off. You know what. Don't care. Ya. Just don't care. Will not think about it. And now. I have to think who will go out with me to eat. Oh ya. Just remembered need to do assignment.

I think I shall maple till 7 in the morning. Buy nasi lemak. Eat. Play some more till afternoon. Then call yee hui for lunch. Ya k. Wake Simone also to go have lunch too. Maybe call "boyfriend" too. But "boyfriend" got girlfriend de. Stupid idiot. Advising me to just wait. Don't jump so fast in a relationship. When I didn't do that. And wanna get ta know first before "jumping". Look where it got me. Nothing. Hehe. Mmhmm. Anyway. Ya, go lunch. Then maybe go see Grandpa too. Hopefully won't cry. But I don't think I'll be able to do it. I will cry. No matter what. Ok. Then to work. This time do work. Don't sleep. After work. I think going clubbing. But feel so freaking lazy and I'm so freaking broke too. After clubbing, they say wanna go eat nasi lemak antarabangsa. Yum! More nasi lemak for me! >.< Ok, It all sounds like a plan. Mmhmm. See if all go as plan la k.

Reality sucks ass. *groans*

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Kimmy was Robbed.

Seriously. What a day. For one. I didn't sleep after the dim sum session as you'll read or read from mei's blog. I really miss the whole Mi8. Like what the heck seriously. Our whole damn friendship is like so....freaking..argh. Whatever la. Anyway. There's so much to blog. Just so damn lazy. And the fact that I'm freaking sleepy and super tired!

Ok. My cousin and aunty from the states are back. They came back to see my grandfather. I shall not post too much on this subject. Just that i cried so much plus my eyes were so puffy. I couldn't drive. Then I just didn't go ta work tonight. Couldn't stand it. Came home. Went straight ta bed.

Next thing. Was having such a good rest. There were so many phone calls. Then somehow..I felt like there was something wrong. So I just answered the next phone call. Whoever it was. Cause I had like so many phone calls from so many different number. Kept seeing different names. Anyway. Answered Raymond's call. He was like
"Amanda, wake up." "Why...I wanna sleep. Don't disturb me!" "Your sister just got robbed. Go take her do report" "Don't lie la Raymond" "I'm serious la!"
When I heard him say that. I knew he wasn't lying. So. I called Michelle's phone. Cause Raymond said she was with her. Called her. She was gonna cry on the phone. And the grumpy in me..for waking me up. I scolded her and instantly regretted.
She just got rob. And I was scolding her. She was crying de. I asked her what happened.'s what happened.

She drove to Michelle's place in OUG near Stevens Corner. Kimmy parked at the alleyway right next to Michelle's house. She got down the car. Went to the gate. She saw that the gate was different from Mich's house. Before that she called her and told her that she was outside her house. But after finding out she was at the wrong lorong. She called Michelle's phone and told her she got the wrong house and will be there in a minute. While walking back to the car. A motorbike stopped right behind her.
The guy got down from the bike and he was holding a knife. He asked her to give her bag to him. She threw the bag at him and slowly walked behind the car. He bend down to check her bag. *my ripcurl bag* Then the other guy on the bike was like. "Let's go". They took her beg and went off. She quickly drove the Michelle's house and called me.

So there. Freaking scary. The lucky thing is..she didn't get raped or slashed or what-so-ever. And she was holding the car keys. Thank God.
So, I got up. She told me not to tell my parents. But of course I told her. That is so not possible. Went to tell my mum. She started yelling. Called my dad to cut the line. He started scolding. Ya. I get the shitz. Anyway, called Mei to help me drive the car home. Went to pick her up.

Took her to report at the police station along old klang road. Did the report and had to go to Brickfields for I have no fucking reason why. Then went back. I asked Yee hui to follow. Cause I wasn't so sure where was the police station in Brickfields.

Then went to Kayu to meet up with Raymond, Amelyn and Mei. CAuse I needed to eat. hehe. Simone followed also. Oh..simone is my cousin. Yee hui followed too. Then Ryan came too. *sigh*
Feeling so tired now. Drove the whole time.

Thank God that kimmy is safe. But I still feel like scolding her. Like wtf wei! She's having SPM and she's still going out. Dumbass. Sigh. Nothing to say. Her SPM slip is gone also. I have to take her to do her ic and driver's license. Aish. This is what you get for being the eldest. Sigh.


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

To miss or not to miss

FInished playing mahjong an hour ago. Now waiting for MsSuperSlowBatherMei to finish bathing. Damn hungry. Gonna have dim sum after she's done. Pei Wen sleeping on the sofa. Oh. They are in my house. Plus Esther too. It's like 7am now. Feel like bathing too. SHould have just now.

Anyway. Life's been really quiet lately. Ever since Saturday. Well, not really la. More like my phone's been really quiet now. Lolx.

My cousin Simone. She'll be back this afternoon. Can't wait to see her. And to catch up on things. But she'll be here for only 10 days. Can't stay for long. But their reason to be here is because of grandpa. So ya.

Love listening to my blog's songs. Gives me motivation to blog. Lolx. But makes me freaking emo. Hehe. Yesterday, got a message from that idiot. Then called him cause I did something stupid. Lolx. Not my fault! Anyway, I actually miss talking to him. He and his shits. The songs ain't helping either. Lolx. Omg. It's playing miss you now. What nice timing~ Not! Aish. Hehe.

Just can't wait for Christmas now. After Christmas. New Year! After New Year, my BIRTHDAY! Hehe. Not only that. Cause of something else la ok. Ya. Ya. HEhe. Anyway, ya, my birthday. Oh noz. I seriously have no idea what to do. *sob*

It feels weird. I don't get the daily thing de. I mean. Ya. When I wake up. Before I sleep. I will always receive it. But no more now. I don't know if I should ask what's wrong. If I should find out what's wrong. I mean. I don't know. What to do. Just forget it? I mean. Already said de. So I guess I should do the same too? Ya.

Stupid Mei. She was like...Amanda~ You can't be single like during Christmas season. Christmas is like the most romantic season of the year. Valentines Day is so overrated. You have to celebrate with someone special!
-.-' . . . *swt*
Then I was thinking.'re the one who spends every Christmas single. And she telling me all that. Babiness.
So..who wants to be that special someone? *wink*

Friday, November 9, 2007

Fucking Rants

Currently listening to my blog's songs. So emoz. *sobz* Hmmm..feeling sorta empty now. Ya. Stupid songs. So emo. But I still like it. Sob! Hehe.
My life. Weird. Mmhmm. Yup. Funny too.
What's the point of this blog again? I totally lost the meaning of why I have this blog for. I really don't know de.
The song is so getting to me. But still like it. Blah. Emoz sial.
MingMing! I'll be blogging everyday ok. If I don't. Er. You spank me ok? ONe day no blog. Spank one time. OK? Hehe. I think I shall not blog then. Lolx.

Need to concentrate now. No one disturb me ok. I don't want to go out. But of cuz. I can't stay at home. But I have to. If I don't stay at home. I'll....spank myself?
Listen to the number 10 song. Love that song! It's like so jumpy and nice. Haha. Not so emo de. But still. Miss you? Hmm. I love the hands song too. So damn cute. And it reminds me of that person. *bleh*

When I wake up tomorrow later, er..what did I wanted to say. You know what. Fuck it. From here onwards is going to be a quite emo post. You've been warned. Happy reading~!

Seriously don't want to give a fuck!

Something I've been listening to. I'm sorry.

I don't like to say sorry too many times. The more I say it. The more it means shits. But I really mean it. I really am. I guess. Let go. Bah. Hehe. What the fuck am I talking about. I guess. To that certain someone now. As to how I'm feeling right now. EHEhehaheahehaehaheaeh. Don't know what to do. Actually. I do. But. Sigh. Aish. I've always fall and rise. So. It's ok? Or no. Fuck it!

I hope this says it all. As to why I was treating you that way too. So ya. That's why. Bah.
I really really am sorry. Just kill me. I'm bad with words. With expressing feelings? Lolx. Blah.

"Love is a strong word"

And to someone else. Didn't mean to put that. Just feeling bitter. Don't know if you read my blog. But ya. It's just that. You said all that to me. But in the end. Ya. It's not your fault it all comes to this. But. After what you said. I was just. Feeling bitter and piss'd. I feel stupid and childish now. So ya. Bah.

My mum scolded me just now. My whole family has visited my grandfather. He's in the hospital now. He's been there for I think a week plus. I think 2 already. Ya. And I haven't been to visit. SHe said like I didn't have the time. like I'm so freaking "BUSY" that I can't see my grandpa. I just can't fucking bring myself to see him. I don't want to see him all weak and thin lying on the hospital bed. Kimmy visited. And I told her what I thought. And she said I was right. He looks so weak. I can't bear it. I can't see him. I'll just cry. Just thinking about it now. Fucking crying. How the fuck can I go and see him when I'll just burst out crying when I get a glimpse of him. mch. Even when kimmy was telling me about it. I was crying. Just thinking of me. Visiting him. I'll FUCKING CRY! How can I bring myself to see him and start crying. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK!
Ladida~! *chill*

Fucking hospital. Don't know what the fuck they are doing. For Fucking 2 weeks. They don't what the fuck is wrong. mch. How many fucking tests you want to do. Grandpa is so sick of your freaking dumb ass tests. And you still have no fucking idea what's wrong. Damnit. Mahkechauhai.

Problems. Problems. Problems. Carefree. Think twice.

I always said. I can't cry. Well. Bah. Huh.

Feeling : Stupid, super down, emo *as expected*, hungry, sleepy and tired.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

One line

feeling super sick. bah. oh yea..a one liner.

i miss that idiot . . .

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

List of Names

I always said I wanna post a post of my nicknames. So well. I shall just do it now la hor. Since I too lazy to update about something else. And I don't want to emomomo *credit to shoan for that word* and make people feel sad and depressed and spoil their day. But actually, do I look like I care? Hehe. K k. I do! I do! *not...* *ssshhh* goes..

1. a-man-duh
2. aman-is-so-duh
3. aman dan damai
4. panda *almost everyone calling me this now lo*

By Tong Vern
1. teapot
2. yat-man-yat-tah *one dollar one dozen* *I freaking worth that lil?!?!?!?!?!*
3. yat-man-yat-cha *stupid shoan and vince!*

Stupid Zhang & I think some of the other idiots too.
1. Medusa *just because I give this stare that can freaking turn you into stone?* *stop posing la!*
And because of that.
2. amandaconda
3. emosa *cause I is emo? which I'm not!* *emo- and medusa- sa
4. emonda *emo and amanda*
5. I'm called a freaking snake too just because of that!!!!!
And last time. When play dota. Anyone randomed medusa. yah. you know la.

OMg..there's more lo. I'm also called fatty. pig. chili padi by wei jen...cause I always so angry. Stupid chen calling me snake also. dumb dumb. Wah!

My Family.
1. fatty...anything that relates to being fat.

The Hartamas group
1. Tai kar che
2. Tai lo
3. Boss! -.-'
Ya. They say I own whole of asia. Ya. k. Idiots.

Don't know. There's more. Just can't think now. Tell me la k. So I can add here. Cause I can't remember now. It's freaking 8:15am. And going out now to buy nasi lemak! whahahaha. Let me know k! Ladida~!

Was bored and Needed update! Tee-hee~!

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Manda
DOB: 22nd January 1987 *remember!! next year! whoopie doo! pressies!*
Current Status: single...
Eye Colour: Dark brown
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Rightey

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Hakka
Your Fears: Sharp things....*brrr*
Your Weaknesses: can't control me temper..
Your Perfect Pizza: cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeese and er..what else eh. i forgot de

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: should i continue sleeping..or get up..hmmmm..*zzzzz*
Your Bedtime: Anytime
Your Most Missed Memory: being with that idiot..and also mei's & oolier's birthday in maison. not really the partying part but something else la!

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke...*sobs* can't drink it.
McDonald’s or Burger King: McD's...
Single or Group Dates: Er..depends?
Adidas or Nike: Adidas baby~!
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate's the way to go~!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee..but I can't drink it tooo...but fuck it.

Layer Five: Do You…
Smoke: you answer for me yea huh.
Curse: er...all the time? hehe *blush*
Have a crush:
Think you’ve been in love: er...guess so..
Go to school: hehehe
Want to get married: obviously not now..I'm still young baby!
Believe in yourself: sometimes..all the time..don't know.
Think you’re a health freak: whahahahaha. er no.

Layer Six: In The Past Month Have you…
Drank alcohol: What do ya think
Gone to the mall: Omg. I really don't know!
Been on stage: NoNoNo
Eaten sushi: Definitely! I want to eat againz!
Dyed your hair: nooo..want to..moneyz!

Layer Seven: Have You Ever…
Played A Stripping Game: omg. don't ask. seriously. don't ask.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: BAh! No!

Layer Eight: You’re Hoping
To Be Married: like I said..not now you idiot!
For a: PSP! PS3! Laptop! more clothes! shoeeees!

Layer Nine: In a Guy
Best Eye + Best Hair Color Combination: eh..anything i guess
Short Hair or Long Hair: depends

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: sad to say..facebooking *swtz*
1 Hour Ago: toilet...hehe
4.5 Hours Ago: decanter, drinking
1 month Ago: emoing
1 Year Ago: planning for Halloween. partay~!

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: myself, family, friends, nasi lemak! asam laksa with fries! just freaking read on ze right side of me blog.
I Feel: tired. fat. confused. emoz. whahahahaha. ya.
I Hate: I dont hate anything. oh wait.'t hate. hate no good. too lazy to hate anyway.
I Hide: my friends from cayenne!
I Miss: so many people! especially that idiot back in aus. bleh. my bed! my samsung phone! all the times I had last year. *sobs* esp last december till this year feb and also my time in aus. waaah. watching anime. reading manga. dotaing. all those parties. some other idiot. my asam laksa and fries!
I Need: something that I can't have/want now.

Layer Twelve: MingMing & OOlier *julia*. I just did it to update my blog. whahahahaha

Tuesday, October 23, 2007


EhHeyayahayehahahehehayahehahaheh. Feeling....whahahahahhahaa. K. Don't know how to describe it.


Stop owningz me!!!!!!

No emomomo.



oh noz. assignment. Sad.

Saturday, October 20, 2007


been long since I've been here. saw my chatbox. Didn't know I totally left my blog aside. But. Been busy? I guess. There's so much I want to say. But I can't put it into words. Freaking difficult.

1st. I haven't apply yet. lazy.

2nd. It's like a confirm thing I can't cry. No matter how hard I want to. It just doesn't come.

3rd. I just realized something that I should have......realized a long time ago. Ok..maybe not that long.

4th. I feel like shitz now.

5th. emotionally drained.

6th. Full of drama.

7th. Why is everyone freaking calling me panda?!?!?!?!!? Lolx.

8th. I'm kinda grounded now.

9th. Feeling a little confused. I'm not sure what I want to do about it.

10th. Feel like killing myself now! Hehe.

Aish. Emoz. No good. No good.

*MingMing...Is it true that Cameron Diaz reminds you of me?! Hehe. Liz said the same thing too! ^.^v
I know I ish cute..but psycho! Whahahaha. Sorry. I ish very boredz now.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Chelsey! Chelsey!

I is so wanting to post the pictures. But is so lazy. So So So lazy. Aish. Anyway, here it is.

It's sleeping in the cage now. Tired out. Whole day all of us has been playing with it. Non-stop. No rest for it. And it's just a baby! 5 weeks old only! Cute sia~! So so so so cute.

Anyway, here goes the boring post. Woke up at 3:30pm. Got woken up by Yee Hui. She called me..told me that she was coming over..or she sent a message. Something like that. Don't know la. Was too tired to actually bother. Came and woke me up. Told her to wake me up in another 15 minutes. The next thing I know. I woke up at 5:30. Stupid Hui. Never wake me up. So couldn't have lunch. Babi!
Went straight to work. Then got a call from my boss. Asked me to cancel all her classes for tonight. So I did. Then receive another call. Asked me to cancel for tomorrow too. Cause her father just passed away. I was like. Omfg. When she said that. I wanted to say sorry. But before I can say anything. She just ramble on before I can say anything. Then she put down the phone de. Aish.
So ya. Then receive another call again. This time she asked me to pass her phone charger to her house. I was like. Ok. She gave me the directions. So ok. She stays in sek16. Blardy babi. Damn nice loh the houses there. Freaking big. Aish. And the cars! *slurps* *drool* *slurps* *sigh
So, after work, fetched aaron from oug. Near nathan's. Then went to sek 16. Got lost for awhile. Cause couldn't understand the directions. Got to her house and pass her the charger. *drool* the car.
Got home and had dinner. Went out for yumcha with Yee Hui, Wai Ming, Wai Hong, Rishven, Yew Jin, Raymond and Amelyn. Yew Jin is freaking funny. Never a yumcha session you'll be bored when he's there. Lolx.
After yumcha, they went to play snooker. Didn't want to go there. So went to look for Yeen in ss2. Called her. She said she was going home de. Backside. So went to cg watch adrian "utada" play. Kevin was there. And also Jingz and Chen. Stayed there till they finish. Had nothing to do at home or elsewhere. So just stayed and watch. After they finish de. Went yumcha with them at Murni's. Really don't like the place.
Came home. Played with the puppy. Haha. I suggested to name it Chelsey. Haha. But all of them didn't want. In the end..the name is going to be Chelsey. But now have to choose the spelling for it. I said that spelling. But now the other choices are Chelsea, Chelsy and Chelsie. Also Chelsey. The wining vote is the stupid Chelsie. But haven't decided yet. Cause still a lot of people haven't voted yet. Keep singing the Chelsea song. Haha.
Vote for my Chelsey! Hehe. Tell me. Which one better?

Alright. Time to sleep. And ya. I always blog at this time. Aish. Sleeping time all gone de.


Tuesday, October 9, 2007

34hrs of NO SLEEP!

I have not sleep for freaking 33 hours!!!!!!!!!!! I should go ta bed now. But I can't. Stupid Mei. Shouldn't have read your blog. Now I super emoz de.

The whole day, yesterday..Sunday. I woke up at 4pm. Cause my mum wanted to go eat and also to buy the tray thingy for Amelyn's new doggie to pee. So, went to old town. Bought the tray. It was me, amelyn, kimmy, my mum and aunty jane. Went to Ah Loy to eat asam laksa and also curry mee. Yummyz.
After dinner. Came straight home. Did my assignment. Then went yumcha with Ric, Yee Hui and Julia. Kimmy came along too. Went to Neelas. Had Nasi Lemak! Whahaha, Yee Hui let us listen to this recording of "SOMEONE" crying. Fucking funny wei! She sent it to all our phone. If you want to listen to it. Just ask me. I would be happy to!

After yumcha, came home continue my assignment. Around 3 something felt hungry. Went Mcd's to eat with jingz. Don't know why whole day was so damn hungry. Between that.
While I was doing my assignment, Kimmy asked me to hold her shepherds pie while she go shit. So, I just held it, and started eating it bit by bit. I didn't know I finished it when Kimmy came back shouting at me. HAha. Was too into my assignment de.

Finished my assignment at 8 something in the morning. Studied for the quiz for 10am class. Went ta class to sit for it. Fucking irritating. Too sleepy to actually remember what I read. So, I guess gonna fail that. But anyway, I think I'm barred. So. Ya.
After class, went for lunch with Yee Hui. I forgot my mum's car spoiled, so had to drive the crv back home. I was at kerinchi link de. So had to use federal highway, and past thru sek 17. Omg, I was so damn blur, I took like damn a lot of wrong turning. *sigh. too blur de
Yee Hui came to picked me up. When I got into her car. Deciding where to go. This fucker on a bike parked besides my aunty's car. And started scribbling her window. With a marker! I wind down the window and shouted at him. What the heck are you doing! He just turned and looked at me. He was actually scared wei. Haha. He asked if the car was for sale. I was like. Fuck no! Then he went off. I went to tell my aunty. She called him and started scolding him. Blardy asshole!
Anyway, went to Kayu had lunch. Seriously damn blur man. I don't even know what the heck I was talking about to Yee Hui. Then I found out I did something wrong with my assignment. Had to go back and do it again. Do 2 whole pages again. MCH!
Finished at 3 something. Rushed to OU with Yee Hui. Print my stuff. Went to MPH to buy sugar paper. But tada. mch. So had to walk all the way to the old wing to popular. Farking far. Argh. Seriously damn tired. Rushed to college. And hand in my assignment. And then. I didn't know I had to do a mock up! knn. Fuck la. Damn pissed off with myself.
The whole time, Yee Hui drove me here and there. Thanks Yee Hui! I don't think I can drive at that time.

Went home. Was 5 something. So went ta work. Yee Hui went to fetch ming from work. had to stay at work till 9:30pm!!!! When I was driving to work. Was feeling high man. Natural high! Haha. Started laughing like anything. Aish. But when got to work freaking tired and sleepy. Halfway doing my work. I fell asleep for like 5 minutes. Then got up. Felt a bit refreshed from the sleep. Went home for dinner. Jingz picked me up. And I went to Kayu..again! Was damn blur de. Was wishing Yee Hui to be there to feed me! Or anyone! Haha. Got home. Then went out again. Choong Hoong picked me up. Went McD's . Hehe.
Sat there for like..I don't know how long. And now..I'm back. Seriously, it's like waaaaaaaay pass my bedtime. It's like I'm revived. Can't sleep. Haha. High~!

Shall I just make it 36 hours I didn't sleep. Since it's already 2:35. What's another 1 and a half hour. Maybe not. I'm gonna fall on the keyboard anytime now.

Nights! Nights!

Friday, October 5, 2007

I realize I always blog around this hour. Supposed to be sleeping now. So can wake up early and do my assignment. Argh. Freaking irritating assignment.
Wanted to blog about what happened in Maison. I'll just summarize it.

Liz-drank 3 shots-drunk-sat on floor-puked-Stevens-home.

Great summary huh! Hehe. And oh. Stupid Wei Jen!!!!!!!!!!!!! You damn babi lo! Why am I calling him stupid all. Well, I asked Mei to sms him to help us reserve a table for us. And he did. Which I like to thank you for. But...he put the table under the name of...PANDA!!!!! MCH. He was even thinking of putting either chili padi *his nickname for me..cause I get* or emosa!!!! Argh! You know how freaking embarrassing was it!!! I had to keep saying ..oh it's under the Like damn a lot of times lo!!! And when in the club..I had to repeat sooooo damn a lot of time cause can't hear. Ish! Then when I said my name was Amanda. They just look at me and start giggling. McH. Freaking embarrassing wei!!!!!! I'm gonna kill you when I see you!!!!!!!

Ya, for the first time. I think. Ya. I drove, and had to stop one side to let Liz puke. Normally, I'm the one asking them to stop aside and puke. A nice change actually. Hehe.

Oh well. Got ta sleep now.


Thursday, October 4, 2007

D & R

It's freaking 7 in the morning and I have to be in class by 10!!!!!!! I only have 2 freaking hours to sleep! Howz?!?!?! I guess I shall not sleep? And just freaking wait till class start and bla bla bla. Oh noz. But...but..but. Have to go clubbing tonight! Shitza. And then I won't have time to have some sleep. After class, have to fetch Amelyn And Aaron home. Then I guess I only have 5 hours to sleep. Then I have ta go ta work. Shit. Shit. Diez!

Anyway, yesterday, woke up at 3 something. I had so many missed calls! Damn 7 pissing off! Can't even have a good rest. Everyone must disturb me. Ish. Finally, got up at 3:10pm. Cause had to fetch my bro from school. I had about 20 missed calls. And 5 sms. Damnit. Quickly rush to fetch him. Yeen called and asked me to go CcT. But then, I was taking so long. Ask me to meet her at Ou. Dropped my bro home. OH!

While I was driving home after picking my bro up. Out of freaking nowhere, he freaking shouted. IN MY EAR! And guess why he shouted. Cause, next to the strangled Winnie the Pooh, there was a bug sitting and staring at my bro. Freaking funny! He jumped to the back. More like dragged himself to the back. Cause he was so damn scared of it. I shouted at him and asked him to throw it out. He took freaking lotsa tissues to just throw it out. OMg. Freaking funny.

Yea well, dropped him home and rushed to ou. Ryan smsd. Asked to go lunch. And he was in ou. So ok. Told him going Zuup. Had my lunch there with Ryan, Yeen, Malcolm (yeen's friend), Daniyal and their friend. Don't remember his name. Hehe.

After lunch. Went ta work. Whole time did nothing. Cause me boss didn't come in for work. So..lazy to do any work she asked me to. Hehe. Whole 4 hours I was there. Reading my story book. Whahahaha. Nice. Hehe.

Had dinner at home. Choong Hoong picked me up for yumcha/movie. But then, met up with yeen and her friends in Laundry. Sat for awhile. Then left for Ou. Yeen followed. But in the end, didn't get to ou cause Michael called. So went to ss2. The corner chinese shop. Opposite Prince cafe. Ate wan tan mee! Sat for like 2-3 hours. Choong Hoong went off to look for his friend. So Michael fetched me home.

Just got back, Mei called. Said she can come over to my house to help me with my assignment. *which we are stressing over it right now...more like she's stressing over it now* Went ta fetch her. And here I am. Supposingly doing my assignment. But this computer tada photoshop. So ya.
Tired. Should I sleep now or not...I think I should. Can't stand it de.

MingMing! You're suppose to post everyday one lo!

Ric.....My nasi lemak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007


I just found out that my family already booked rooms for Penang. I'm going Penang in December. The same freaking week as my finals!!!!! I don't know how many freaking times I'm not able to go!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

But anyway, nothing to fret about yet. Cause since I think I'm gonna be barred for Moral. And that's the only exam I will be sitting. I only took two subs this sem. The other one is 100% assignments. So, I think I'm already barred. Already skipped like 3 weeks of classes. That's like damn obvious I'm barred de right? Aish. Babiness wei!

Anyway, I just got back from McD's with my mum, Aunty Jane and 3 of me sisters. So freaking full now. I'm gonna be so damn fat! I think I already am anyway.

Aish. My mum just interrupted me. I don't remember what I wanted to blog de.

And Yee Hui. Why you trying to post like me~!!!!!! Hehe.

Oh noz! My assignment. *sob* Time to stress. Damn lazy to stress on it wei! OK. Tomorrow. Must sit down and finish all freaking 8 pages! *that is if I'm not lazy which seldom happens*
I realize my blog don't have much pictures. Wait. I go buy new handphone. Then it'll be full of pictures you'll be so damn sick of it. Hehe.

What handphone should I buy eh. Suggestions?

Zhang!!!!!!!!! I want the pictures in my camera. When the heck are you gonna send it over! Stupid babi. Oh, and in your phone too! Okz?


Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Day & Rants

I slept early yesterday! Not much of a diff tho. Had to wake up for class! Bah! *sad* Babi lecturer, don't let me sign attendance! Just cause I was late for half an hour. Babiness! I HAD TO FETCH MY SIS TO COLLEGE TOO! *sheesh*
In class so sien. Luckily brought story book to read! Hehe. Stole from Aaron! The book cover like damn freaking nice. And it's silver in colour! I'll just take a picture of it next time k! It looks like I'm reading some kind of a magic book or something like that. Hehe.

After class, had to fetch my Aaron from school. Blardy idiot! Went in front of his school. Call, call, call his dumb handphone. He switched it off! Argh!! Blardy backside! Then I figured he might have walked to me mama's house. So drove there. And he was there. So geram-ing only! *ish* *grumble* *grumble*

Fetched him home, but he wanted to eat rojak. So send him buy he's dungu rojak. Then got a call from youngest sis, Kelly. She said she wanna eat cheeseburger. DOUBLE cheeseburger. BAbiness! So had to go to Mcd's drivethru to buy for that bum-bum. *grumble* *grumble*

Send my bro home. Called Yee Hui, she said she was in her college library. So went to AC to meet up with her. Aish. Whole day raining!! So damn nice weather to sleep in. Was feeling awfully sleepy de. Was thinking twice to meet up with her. But was freaking hungry. So..what the fuck, just go! Then Esther called me, said she finish class then coming to look for us too! So ya, had my usual food that I always eat there. I had to eat alone! Doink-doink Yee Hui left her file and pencil box in the library. So she ordered my food fer me and ran to college and back. By the time she came back. I finish my food de! Aish. Babiness.

Then I had to watch her eat! Babiness. Then Esther came. Had to watch her eat too! So fed up, took my book out and read. Hehe. Kimmy says it, "cekik" Lolx! After that, I had class at 4. But as usual. I too tired de. I just went home. And collapsed on my comfy bed. Aish. So nice! Slept till 6. Kimmy woke me up ask me to fetch her to tuition. *ish* *ish* In the end, she fetched herself since my dad was home. So I took crv. Hehe.

At work, I slept some more. Hehe. After work, came home. And started to search for people to follow me dinner. IN the end, my sisters followed me. Met Ryan there. Raymond slept in the car. He too sick de. Don't know why he followed also. Aish. I had my dinner at 10:30!!!!! And my lunch was at 1. Didn't eat for like 9 and a half hours wei!!!!!! *grumble* *grumble*

Got home. And I'm here. Wanna go sleep de. Can't tahan.

RIC!!!!!!!! You ti-diot! Went and buy handphone. Didn't wait for me! Stupid liar you! Say want to go buy "together-gether" Aish! And then go buy de! You is owing me 5 nasi lemak de!!!!!! FIVE!!!!!!!!!!!

*mwah* >.<

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Max! read my blog?!?!?!? Haha. I want to. But cause, I won't really have income coming in. Cause since I'm working Got own small income. Can sponsor. When in aus. Don't think so I'll be able to. So ya? Hehe. Anyway, it was really nice seeing you again today! Or, yesterday? Same la. Haha. Your face so the red! Hehe.

I just broke my record of not going clubbing yest/today! All Mei's fault!!!!!!!!! Make me go!!!! But Mardi Gras was quite happening la today. Hehe. Oh no. Damn tired de. I think I shall sleepy sleep now.


Saturday, September 29, 2007

Sponsor A Child!

My mum is sponsoring a child from Mongolia. They send a picture of her. She's super cute. My sister said, "They send the picture cute cute, so then you will donate more! Give more things!" -.-'
Anyway, here's a picture of her. Her name is Batbold Anujin. Hehe. I wanted to sponsor a child too! It's just 50 bucks. But then just remembered I might be going to aussie de. So no point. Next time la!

If you want t sponsor too. Here's the webbie ~ World Vision


From now on...No more emo post! Whahahahahaha! I feel like I'm gonna start writing hehehe.
Ya..nonsense post. Ok. I know. All my post damn the nonsense. Then what the heck are you doing here then?!?!?! Hehe.
Sienz~! Great achievement! Didn't go clubbing or drinking this week! Except that day at Ck's la. But not really counted! Haha. So..I didn't go drinking this whole week! Whahahahahahahaha!

Dada scolded me that day. He said my phone bill was 500 bucks. I was freaking shock. *I know my past phone bills are worse than this* The thing is. I don't remember calling so much!!!!!!!!!! What the heck la. Then my parents talking about giving my number to Amelyn. Cause she don't use so much and stuff. What the hell right!!!!!! I've been having my number ever long ago. ah yes. Form 2!!! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Hehe.

I need to do assignment. Liz coming back next week to celebrate her birthday. Damn! I can't keep a record of not going clubbing and stuff! Shit you Lizzie!!! Stupid Neo of mine.

K. Sleepie time!

Thursday, September 27, 2007


Cry. That's what I feel like doing. But all I get is nothing. Not a single drop.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I'm addicted to facebook! Wah!!!! *sob* I need a life! Hehe. OH ya. Can someone help me with my assignment! I have to write about God. And I suck at that. 2mowos!!!!!!! Argh!!!!

Work. Work.

I want dota. *sob*

Need life. Whahahahahha

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Jon Weizz


Jon, you're 20! Lolx. Please please don't go home so early when we go out tonight. It's your freaking birthday man! And I wanna see you get drunk. And oh. We're suppose to have a drink together! Don't be such pansy k? Lolx. Don't just because Tung isn't here. You're not gonna drink. That's total bull! Hehe. Don't make me call you Mr. Pad Man too. Hehe.

See ya tonight!!!


Such a tiring day. I only slept like so lil. Promised Yee Hui that I'll look for her at ac for lunch. She woke me up. Luckily she called. Or I won't be able to get up de. Had lunch with her. As usual, I only eat chicken rice there. Hehe. After lunch, went back to the car. Supposingly fetch Hui to college. But then Jer messaged. Said he was in ac. So, Hui had to walk to college. Sorry ya! Then met up with Jer and his friends. Chun Kiat was there too.
Got a call from my dad. Said he was going back to his office. I wanted to drive the crv. Said I had to fetch 5 friends so my car can't fit. Bla bla bla. Hehe. So, had to drive to his office. Which was near Summit. After exchanging cars. Went back to ac to play dota with Jer and his friends.
T.T *sob*
I sucked so badly! *sob* Ya well...*sigh*

After that, went home. Bathed. Hui followed me home. Then went saloon to wash and blow. First time after so long, my hair was actually quite straight. And it didn't curl out till now! >.< Julia thought I cut my hair.

Went to pick Mei up. Totally forgot that around 5 something stupid Kerinchi Link will be fucking jam at that time. Towards mv. AIsh. Jam there for like more than a half an hour.
Reached Royal Selangor Club at like 8:30!!!!! Freaking one hour late! Julia la. Ask us to bring cd. Then Mei burn 2 cd's. Took so much time.

Dinner was fun. Yen May kept taking pictures!!! Freaking cam whore man that girl. After her camera batt died. I thought, at last! Yen May stopped taking pics de. But then, she whipped out her freaking phone!!! The cam whoring started again.... *swtness.

After dinner. Dropped Yee Hui home. Picked Julia, Mei Yee and Yen May from Julia's house. Went to ym's house to grab clothes and house keys. Went back to oug cause stupid Mei forgot to bring her IC!!! Wth right! Ya.
Went to meet Jon Wei, CK and Adrian at Poppy. Freaking dead place. We're like the only ones there. Aish. What to do. It's a Wednesday Jon!

(Getting lazy to blog de. Wanna sleep. Class at 10am!!!! And it's freaking 5:10am now!)

Fetched Julia, Mei Yee and Yen May home. Picked Damien up to makan. Went Kayu makan. Dropped him home. And last, dropped Mei home. *freaking driver*

Long last....I'm home. Now blogging my eyes off. Freaking tired. I don't even know why I wanted to blog in the first place. Wanted to blog about something else. About the wedding dinner. But too lazy de. Leave that to Mei la. Aish. Can't stand it de.


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

I think so?

Choon Leong says:
u are tai kah jie
u can do anything
anything u also can do it la
dun worry

If you don't get it. See my msn pm. Hehe. It just says...."I don't think I can do it"
Understand now? Hehe. Love you Choonie! And stop drinking so much!!!! *look who's talking* Aish.

Don't worry. Be Happy.



Tuesday, September 18, 2007


Afraid to go to bed. Don't want to think about it. Went through the whole day without feeling anything. Thought I've let go. But. Now. I'm afraid to go to bed. Afraid I'll think about it. And I'll start it all over again. I'm falling sick because of this. Not enough sleep. Coughing badly. Need sleep. Need sleeping pills. Haha.

Monday, September 17, 2007

A lil amusement

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
so now we speak like a layydeeee

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
its frigging funny la

MåŃĐą says:

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
yes, my dear mei

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
yes miss carol

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
oh we must be sooo delighted to have such amusement

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
how do you do?

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
im doing fine mah dear

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
ops....not supposed to laugh like that

Purple Pig~~! says:
omg - u people and ur proper english

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
*covers mouth* hehehehe

Purple Pig~~! says:
u need to GIGGLE!

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
u should cover ur lips with one hand

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:

Purple Pig~~! says:
that's more lady like!

Purple Pig~~! says:
very soft giggle

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
you dont !!!!!!!

Purple Pig~~! says:
like u fatt how

MåŃĐą says:
no la..

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
means ur shouting....

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
cannot shout

MåŃĐą says:
must use hanky

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
not lady like

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
and umbrella!

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
eh this convo in ur blog wei

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
u cannot laugh with ur ass la mei!

Purple Pig~~! says:
everything must be like slow motion

MåŃĐą says:

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
show her/him wat a joke

Purple Pig~~! says:
walking also can't even like be in big steps

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:

Purple Pig~~! says:
hv to be like tipping toes

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
ops sorry....okie
*cover mouth with hanky and giggles*

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
amanda cannot AHAHAH!

Purple Pig~~! says:
LMAO is not allowed either

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:

Purple Pig~~! says:
that's TOOO loud

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
yea also cannot.. must be 'yes'

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
cor ur shouting too..

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
no OK

Purple Pig~~! says:
LOL is not permitted in the lady like handbook

Purple Pig~~! says:
cheh... no one said i'm ladylike also!

Purple Pig~~! says:
i don't do what people tells me to do man

Purple Pig~~! says:
ME can go screw herself!

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
only the sohai thinks she's in some 70's pilgrim shit

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
stop putting !!!!!!!!!!!!! <---- it means shouting....its not lady like!

Purple Pig~~! says:
lady like my behind

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
dear madam carol...dont say shit...thats too harsh

Purple Pig~~! says:
screw lady like... we're in the 21st century

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
thats the way yo!

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:

●...c a r o l @ d e r e k...● i wanna go for holiday, baby..... says:
oh im teribly sorry.. pardon me my dear

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
to hell with it!

Purple Pig~~! says:
we do what we like when we like man

so "me"" please don't waste our time. And get a freaking life. You want to bring jac down. Say it to her face. It just shows how much a small little coward you are for writing in the MY cbox. You are just amusing us. >.< Thanks for the amusement though! We had a nice laugh out of your lil cowardly move.


Yuen Chi sent me this in facebook. lolx. How I wish there really is a pill like that. Fuck It All. Hehe

Don't wanna be in Love

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

So love this song. *sigh*

Just realized I haven't blog for days..Sorry! Well, what's going on with my life right now.
It'll be a super long post. Long EMO post. I don't think you all want to know right.

Just can't stand everything right now. It's pissing me off real badly.

Why is it that when you have no barriers or nothing to hold back. You get fucking hurt right after that.

Haha. I thought I can handle it. I mean, I've been hurt countless of times. I should be like immune to it. Haha. I guess I can like you know..throw my heart out the window. It's been stamped on oh-so-many times. It's totally useless de.

j u l i a s. says:
so if you think he's worth it...fight..if not just let go and fight for someone else more worth it


Aish. Just give me few days, or weeks. The most. A month. Then, I'm back to myself. No more emo-mo-mo. K? Haha. See how la.

How much more can I take.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

. . .

Don't make so much noise la mingming! Ish. At least I updated right! Hehe. And now, I'm feeling hungry...
Just got back from ac. Played dota with kimmy, ric and synide. *sigh* Now so sien. Wanted to go eat after playing. But Ric like so freaking sleepy de. So what the heck. Wanted to call other peeps to yum cha. But then kimmy tired. So..what the heck la. I should just go to bed to run from this hunger. I don't know the right word to use. But oh well.
Lee Tung going back to UK tomorrow de. Ok..I wanted to say something about it. But then Mei msgd me, then I got distracted. So now I don't know what I wanted to say de. Whatevv la.
I wanna write an emo post. Haha. But I too lazy to do that. I shall go to bed.

Julia! Send me pictures of yesterday! Of Mardi Gras and in my car. And at ck's house. K? K? I'll be waiting for it.....
Ok..time for my blog hopping time. And bed! I've not been having much sleep these days. *hoppity hop*

Friday, September 7, 2007

Spanky Spank

Someone come spank me! Haha. I'm bored. I just remembered...I haven't had lunch yet. Or breakfast. And I woke up fucking early. Cause my sister that I love-oh-so-muchie asked me to fetch her to the LRT station. Argh!!!!!!!! But the good part..I got to eat nasi lemak! Muahaha. Oh yea..I had breakfast...then I went back to sleep. *Fatness*
Now eating spag. Aiks..sushi!!!!! Aish..can't tahan de. Too hungry de.

Oh nooooooozzz! Its 7 de..where's my dad. I want car!

gotta go get ready de..have to fetch joel to tuition.



For those who have not watched it yet!

Go to Amelyn's blog to watch the Whatever Baby

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Wednesday, September 5, 2007


Why no one wanna take me go yum cha. Damn sad now. Damn hungry now. Why? Why? Why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Damn lazy to cook. *sigh* I want instant mac and cheese. Hehe. Hungry sia. *sigh. Should I just drive out? Oh..speaking of driving...I drove the crv that day! Haha. I told my dad. How am I suppose to go out with no car. Amelyn took the car de. Then..Haha..I got the car! So the happy. Hehe. The next day, Amelyn took the car again. Then I took the crv again! My dad was so not happy about it. I said, I no need to eat is it. So..whahaha. Got the car again. I shall use that tactic more ofter. Make sure Amelyn go fetch Raymond. Hehe.

Hungry. I need to eat. So hungry. Lazy to cook. Should I just go..but who gonna follow me? Confirm mei sleeping de. Est can't come out de. Julia I think sleeping de. It's 2 am now. Wah! No one to go out with. HOw? How? Should have just force my mum to go mcd's. Ish.

I guess I shall find people to go out now. Hehe.

Saturday, September 1, 2007


I'm sitting here. On a Saturday evening. Not sure what to do. And the thing is...I don't have my car! Amelyn took it! Going for Cae Me's birthday dinner at Curve. Damnit. So sien. I now have a good reason of taking the crv out. Whaha. But I think my dad still won't let. Ish. Or not how the heck can I go out!!!! Ya, ya. I will do that don't care. HAha!

Anyway, let me continue the story of Josiah wanting to be a Hiew. We were having dinner at home, I forgotten which day de. But ya. It was me, my dad, grandpa, Joel and Kimmy at the table. Josiah came up to Kimmy and told her.
"Kimmy, I have good news and bad news for you. Which one do you want to hear first?"
Kimmy just look at Josiah like what the heck. "OK, gimme the good news first"
Josiah started jumping around "OK, the good news is...I love you as a sister!!!"
My face was like.. -,-' *swtness man. Haha. Then Kimmy asked, "And what's the bad news?"
"The bad news is...I HATE you as a cousin."
All of us were like..what the fuck..Haha. What was he trying to imply. Then I thought about it and told my dad. "Dee, He's showing signs to you that he wants you to adopt him." Then all of us just laughed. And you know what Josiah say to me after I said that? He came to me and like pat my shoulder and said "Che, I'm working on it" Nodding his head with determination.

Fucking funny wei. Haha. That same night, He wrote a letter to my dad. Kimmy said he folded like damn small, then he drew a stamp and wrote "To Uncle Kevin". Kimmy was like, what's in the letter. He gave Kimmy to read. HAhahahhaa. He wrote,

To Uncle Kevin,

If you want to adopt me please sign here __________________.

From Josiah.

Hahahaha. Dungu cousin of mine.

The other day, Kimmy was studying. He jumped around the room then he told Kimmy. "I'm in your family already you know." Kimmy gave the *raise eyebrows* look. "My daddy say ok already meh." Then he was like "Ya, I asked him already, you don't believe me you go ask your daddy. He's in the room." So Kimmy said, "Ok, you follow me and we ask together if my daddy say ok already."
So, both of them walked to my parents room to ask my dad. Then he stopped walking. Kimmy asked why. Then he gave this damn shy look and he started like touching his head and bend down and said "Don't want la. I don't want to ask." Kimmy just laughed at him.

He asked my dad if he signed the letter to adopt him. When my dad said no. He was like damn disappointed. I feel sad for him. But oh well. Hopefully he won't take this so serious. Hopefully.

Back to my own sadness...Where to go to tonight!!!!!! I tade plans!!! Sadness*. Another sad thing. I don't have car...Wah! Sad..sad..Where's my dad!!@#!$%!@ Don't know where he went to with the car. ISh. I guess I shall go shower first then and wait for him to get back. Ya. Ok.

Thursday, August 30, 2007



Happy Birthday idiot brother of mine. Hehe. Gonna go Shogun at ou for his birthday. My mum was the one who suggested. He didn't even say anything about it. So gonna go eat sushi!! Hehe.

What the heck am I gonna do after that. Julia! Faster plan la. Or not I have to follow Raymond all and celebrate in the cc. Hehe. I don't mind actually. Can play dota! So long de never play. aish. But I wanna dance and drink. Hehe.

Hmm..nothing much to blog about. And mingming! No point pestering me ok! If come also maybe next wait la k. Haha. *mwah

Wednesday, August 29, 2007


I totally forgot what I wanted to blog de. Wanted to blog like an hour ago..but then suddenly so many people to talk to on msn. So..was busy. Hehe.

*sniff *sniff..I miss ric. Hehe. Stupid fella. Ever since I came back.. haven't meet up with him. Babiness. Haha. Listening to songs on the comp. I put it on shuffle..Haha. Then Glamorous came on. See ric! Whenever the song Glamorous comes on. I'll miss you. Haha. Kimmy too. When we were in the car this evening. This song came on the radio. Then we were like. "I miss Ric". Both of us ok! Same time some more! Not lying! Ask your kawan la.

Feel like drinking coke now..aish. super hungry now. Go make food first. *back*
HEhe. I want coke!!!!!! I wanna go McD's!!!!! Coke..coke..I want coke..hehe.

Help me!

Edited: Hehe. Sorry. Forgotten to wish here. Hehe. Sorry! I cheng you makan ok? Hehe


Don't kill me k. At least I still wish. Hehe.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Turn BAck time..

Went to the doctor's this morning. I used to like going to see my doctor. She's really nice. And all. I went to see her this morning. She aged. Haha. She looks older de. Duh lah. All of us liked going to her. Why? HEhe. She has this Big red Apple container where she has this extremely tasty vitamins. Ya. HAha. Don't know why. All of us damn like it. Haha. When Josiah or Joel goes to her. They always bring back the vitamin in tissue paper for us. Each of us get one. Lolx.
I REALLY wanted to ask her this morning. To give me one and also for each of them back home. But I guess I chicken'd out. Freaking 20 years old asking for vitamins. Hehe. I'm actually craving for it!

Slept the whole day and missed my classes. Didn't realize it. When I woke up. It was freaking 5! Aish. Sadness. Put alarm clock also so no point. Saw my phone. There was like about 10 miss calls and 4 sms. Hehe. Can't believe I didn't even wake up after all that.

Went ta ou cause Amelyn wanted to buy a pressie for Raymond. His birthday this Wed. Which reminds me.. my brother's birthday this Thursday. Around 9 watched movie with Amelyn, Raymond, Tung, Mei, Est and Jac. Watched Ratatouille. Good movie. The rat was like super cute. ONE rat. Not one whole bunch of 'em. Even though it was a cartoon, I couldn't stand seeing one whole colony of it! Freaking gelifying! After movie. Went kayu. Ryan came too. Then Adrian, Fai and Jeffrey came too.

I just realized something. I've been to Kayu for freaking straight freaking 5 days! 2 days of it, I went there for lunch and dinner. One of it, went for dinner and supper. Damn. I think they really should have like a special place reserved for me. Lolx.

OH damn. It's 4 am de. But I don't feel sleepy at all wei. Need to turn back time. Damn..

Monday, August 27, 2007

An addition to the Hiew's

My small cute naughty cheeky lil cousin brother of mine. Who I think you all know. Definitely. Hehe. Josiah Sua Yik Han, wants to be adopted by my dad. Haha. He keeps saying that he wants to be a Hiew. Lolx.
He told us that he dreamed that he and my dad went up to heaven and to some secret place to talk about it. Then when he came down..he became Josiah Hiew. Hahaha.
Last Christmas, we always have this tradition to like take pictures with the tree before presents are given out to be unwrapped. First, we'll take a solo picture then a family picture. Like the Lim's first and so on. So when it was our turn..the Hiew's. Josiah came and sat with us. We were like. Josiah, you're not a Hiew also! He replied, I am. I stay in this house. I'm a Hiew also.
*Sigh* Oh..and he's only 9!
I think now..he's really trying to get my dad to adopt him. Haha. So darn cute. Stupid boy!

Sunday, August 26, 2007

One Year Old!

My blog is one year old! Haha. Ya..lame..k. fine.

I just realized I really have a lot of white hair! *sob* I only had like 1 or 2 last its like freaking fucking uncountable de. Who was the idiot who keep pulling it out for me de? Zhang right? You idiot la. And whoever who did it also which I can't recall right now. Fuck la. I'm getting old. Haha. Stupid white hair.

I don't know when will I get the chance to actually drive the freaking crv. So pissy. First, they gave the reason..My dad need the car to go outstation. So better not drive. Later something happen. Then my dad no car. Fine, my dad got back de. Then I asked my dad..can drive or not. Then he said no. Cause the gear damn hard to change. I need to practice first and some crap. Then when I get the hang of it. I can drive. So fine. I didn't bother. Then that day, I asked my dad, follow me with the car and teach me the stupid gear. Then he gave the reason, the insurance havent settle yet. So better not drive. Bah! There was another reason I can't drive it, I can't drive at night only day time. When it was a freaking afternoon when I was home. Noo..I can't drive it still. Mahai. I damn geram de. I feel like kicking the damn car. Haha. plans again tonight. Sadness. me out! Hehe.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

At Curve

My mum went to the Curve for lunch with my aunties all. And see what they did. I swear... my aunties can be really.....ya..well..


Yay! Got plans! Dinner with SC. After dinner. Tung and Jon picking me up for pool at AC. Meeting up with Jac there. Probably do something else too? *sigh..but it doesn't sound that eventful now does it. Hehe. Oh well..better than nothing! Tataz!

Mei's Spinster Life

Ok..I took this post from Julia. Cause I wasn't in the chat room. And also, Julia made her blog private, so not many people will get to read it. So, here it is or the world to see. Hehe. *Mwah*

est says:
eh i put mei as most likely to die a virgin
est says:
in superlatives
est says:
est says:
must vote

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
eh damn mean!

est says:
u say u spinsterma

j u l i a s. says:
j u l i a s. says:
damn funny

est says:
so u not planing to be spinster edi?

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
doesnt meant spinster cannot have sex k!

est says:

- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
- ~ξrηG MeI☺~ мẩđйєŞş ĭŋ ΣΪĝĦ† ☺~ says:
shyte i cant believe i said that

est says:
est says:
so oklo
est says:
u planing to have sex in spinsterhood

j u l i a s. says:

It's someone's birthday!

Hmmm..I've been quite a good girl these days. Haha. I've been coming home early. Hmmm. Ya, I very good girl de. At least my mum haven't complain about me yet. So I'm being a good girl. I guess. HEhe.

Sieeeeeenesssssssss. There's nothing to do everyday! I think I'm gonna follow Yeen, play dota. Haha. Everyday. Shites. Someone seriously have to save me! Haha. oh yes. Now I remember why I wanna blog. Not because stupid mingming say I've not been updating. But ya.


Hmmm..known this woman since form 1. That makes like..freaking seven years! Omg..I just realized it. Hehe. She always pull me follow her go dating. Every single time..last time in high school la. Always jadi freaking lamp post. Always have to follow her shopping, do her hair. Everysinglething! Hehe. Oh! And the way she sits in school. And at the field. When finish or during cheer practice. *Sigh. I'm so bad with expressing myself. I can't find the right things to say. Lolx. All I can say is...that I'm happy to have her as one of my best friends. I can't live without you babe! *mwah*

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

*I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love*

Hmmm..I'm getting boring. That's what Mei said. Cause I'm too lazy to go out? So..If I go out more..I'm not boring de? Hehe.
But I so the lazy to go out. Why go out. When I have almost everything at home. ALMOST everything. I have books to read. I have the ps2 to play with. A computer to go rooms! Haha. I have my comfy bed. Ya. Almost everything. Hehe. And I don't have to STICK to the WALL when I shower. *sorry wen!* Hehe.
So..Ya. But seriously..I can't stand being home the whole day and not go out. It feels weird. Why? I don't know. It just feels weird.

Don't know why I'm so into that song now. Maybe because of the lyrics.

*I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love*

Ya. I guess so. Oh..but I like the starting of the song too. Hehe. But I guess mostly is because of the lyrics. Yea. But..Oh well. *teehee.

*Sigh. I should get some sleep now. Have to wake up for breakfast with Lee Tung. Omg la. Have to get up at 7am. Just because he wants to eat the breakfast meal. And I have to go with him. Then I'll be having lunch with Ryan. Hmmm..Who shall be my dinner date then? Haha. Anyone? Kzz..I shall go to bed now. Mmhmm. Ya. Nitey nitez!

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Dedicated to Ming Ming

Haha! Wanna make you envy me even more! Lolx. Nah..just wanna fill in the stupid title bar.

This semester taking 2 subs only. One is Graphic Design 1 and the other one is Moral Studies. Aish. 2 class on Monday, 1 class on Wed and Thurs. Tues and Fri damn free. But actually, almost everyday except Mon will be like damn free. Sienness! Aish.

Need to look for more peeps to go out with me. Hehe. Never mind. Don't want to go out. Stay home. Play pc. Play ps2. Sleep. Eat. *sigh. how?

Need to look for more excitement. Hehe. Hor Julia? Hehe

Seriously...someone save me!!!!