I'm feeling so shitty now. How shitty can I get man. I hate this feeling. Like seriously. Halfway there but not really. ARGH!!
I mean. I just took a shit just now. Wait. 4 hours ago. But I still feel like shitting now. But also not really. Cause I know. If I sit on that damn toilet bowl. I will sit there for hours. But I feel like shitting. But lazy too. I mean. What if nothing comes out. I just wasted my time sitting there. Doing nothing. Waiting to shit. Reading my book. Waiting to shit. Great. Tummy growling now. I don't know if I'm hungry or I just need to shit. Waaaaaa! The shittiness of it all!!!
I shall just go to bed then.
Stupid shitty feeling!!!